Thursday, November 17, 2011

HAMBA

Assalamualaikum semua,

Terpanggil untuk berkongsi setelah sekian lama tak meng'update'. Semalam, sewaktu pulang dari tempat kerja, hati terasa hendak mendengar radio (selalunya cd maher zain yg jd halwa telinga). Bila buka IKIM fm, terdengar suara seorang perempuan cina sedang bercerita. Saya cuba memahami butir perkara yg diceritakan. Rupa-rupanya, perempuan tersebut sedang berkongsi tentang perasaan penghambaan diri pd Allah yang Esa.

Mengapa saya terpanggil untuk bercerita.??? Apa yang terlalu istimewa bagi seorang perempuan mualaf berkongsi pengalaman memeluk Islam?? Apa hebatnya mereka yang baru mengenali Islam berbanding kita yang memang dilahirkan dalam Islam?? Memang banyak kelainannya.

Antara intipati yang dikongsikan adalah seperti berikut;

1) Kata beliau,"Di dalam diri kita, tiada satu pun yang kita miliki; hati, perasaan, jiwa, jasad dan roh semua milik Allah." - tiba-tiba saya terfikir, memang kita tiada kuasa langsung sebenarnya, walaupun apa yang kita belajar di sekolah otaklah yang mengawal segalanya. Kita sebenarnya tak mampu mengawal perasaan dan hati. Contohnya, kita ternampak seorang perempuan yang berpakaian menjolok mata, terus hati kita berkata-kata dan menghukumi perempuan tersebut walaupun kita tahu hanya ALLAH yang boleh MENILAI. Mana tahu, satu hari nanti perempuan tersebut akn di beri hidayah dan ditempatkan di syurga. Kita..?? Mungkin juga kita tak mahu berkata-kata tentang sesuatu hal, hati tetap juga berkata-kata. Ini kerana hanya Allah yg memiliki hati kita. Beliau menambah lagi, "Cuma ada satu sahaja, yang sememangnya milik kita dan kita bertanggungjawab kepadanya. Apakah itu?? Ianya adalah DOSA kita." Sangat benar, Astagfirullah...

2) Wanita mualaf itu juga bercakap tentang nikmat penghambaan diri pada Allah.. Ramai dr kita sentiasa mengungkapkan perkataan "kita hamba Allah" tapi berapa ramai yang faham akan maksudnya?? Apakah yang dilakukan oleh seorang hamba kepada tuanNYA? Segala nikmat telah diberikan kepada kita; nikmat rezeki, nikmat kesihatan; nikmat anak; nikmat kesenangan; tapi berapa ramai di antara kita yang bersyukur?? Menitis air mata saya bila mendengar beliau berkata, " Allah telah berikan saya segalanya.. Ya, saya solat; saya puasa; saya menunaikan zakat dan mengerjakan haji; Semua itu untuk siapa?? Solat, puasa, zakat dan haji semuanya untuk diri kita..Apa yang kita beri untuk Allah?? Apa yang boleh kita berikan untuk Allah adalah NIAT kita yang ikhlas untuk MENCINTAI Allah lebih dari segala-galanya agar kita mendapat keredaan ALLAH." Sebak saya.. Saya sebak kerana nikmat hidayah Allah pd wanita itu sangat besar. Saya sebak kerana saya terasa diri ini sangat jahil, kerdil dan hina disisi Allah. Benar saya dilahirkan dalam Islam, dibesarkan dalam persekitaran Islam, tapi adakah penghayatan Islam saya sebaik wanita tersebut?? Jauh sekali untuk menjawab pertanyaan, apakah yang telah saya lakukan untuk agama?? Sungguh, saya terasa hina dan kerdil. Timbul perasaan, sangat sedikit saya bersyukur dengan segala nikmat Allah yang melimpah ruah kepada saya dan keluarga.

Saya sangat berharap agar, kasih sayang dan rahmat Allah sentiasa bersama kita. Kerana tanpa rahmat Allah, tak mampu saya bayangkan betapa sukarnya kehidupan yang kita akan lalui. Saya berdoa agar Allah memberi petunjuk dan tetapkan hati kita ke jalan yang lurus. Dan tidak pula DIA memesongkan hati kita setelah diberikan kita nikmat petunjukNYA. Amin ya rabbal alamin.


(pic credit to google)


Tuesday, November 15, 2011

WW

Hadiah dari Croatia (walaupun bli di Singapore, ;P)


Taraa


Alhamdulilah. Thank you sayang.

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Thursday, June 16, 2011

Happy birthday Mak!!!!

Assalamualaikum all,

Sorry for not updating for about 3 weeks since the last entry.. huhu, lots to share with so little time.. this month of June is a travelling month for me. I went to phuket and penang (ya its only two, you called it travelling month ;P) but I've to travelled 3 times to penang this month.. what a broke month..

Opps, I'm diverting from the title.. ya, yesterday was my beloved moms birthday.. happy birthday mak!!!! Hope u'll stay healthy and happy as always.. so, for her birthday, I bought her this...


Tadaa

I've never bought her expensive stuff.. huhu, I'm financially not stable.. after only 5 years of working, owh what a bad daughter I am.. huhu..

To mak, I know you're happy eventough you keep saying me waisting my money... I want you to know that, I really love you more than u know.. you are always being my backbone for everything I done.. I need to report to you every single thing (yes, after I'm settling rambling to my husband) bothering me or else I'm misreable.. I don't know what will happened to me once its the time Allah take you from me ... I love you!!!

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Monday, May 16, 2011

Short Gateway

Assalamualaikum all,

I'm on my way back to Perlis. We are having short gateway after few hectic weeks, alhamdulilah... I think the best thing of all, is one whole family is united again and.....we're are staying in Hardrock Hotel, weehoooo!!! Ok, here are fews pics..


Love, love, love the welcoming lights


The kids


Us!!!

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Thursday, May 5, 2011

Mothers Day

Assalamualaikum all,

My heart are touched, once picking up my son Aiman from school, and he handed these 2 lovely things to me.


The card and cup cake


Nowadays, the school is very sensitive to the worldwide celebration. They even celebrated earth hour.

Owh, I'm melted, eventough he didn't really understand the celebration..

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Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Angry Bird

Assalamualaikum all,

It has been a while since the last post. Ya, Tun M had visited UniMAP almost 2 months ago (OMG, I've been neglecting my blog for that long). Short visit but many activities to cover. I'm sure he was very tired, not including autograping his books. Believe me, knowing Tun' s in da house, many of UniMAPians bought the book. Ok, enough update about Tun.

I would like to share the craziness people had about this 'angry bird' game. It's not only PEOPLES, including my beloved husband and Aiman. They can sit and play for hours. My husband, tok sah ckp lah.. mmg dh lebih dr anak pun. To be frank, I'm quite worried about this. Yalah, this is the first time they become addicted teribbly to game. Pantang lepa je phone I, tgk2 mesti tgh main angry bird. Besides, I'm started to feel awkward once our quality time had to be change for game activity.. haisshh, look what technology had done to us. Ok, before I stop, do you think that I should uninstall the game??


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Sunday, May 1, 2011

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Hello all,

Long time no hear.. just a trial posting an entry to my 'terbiar' blog..
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Tuesday, March 8, 2011

A BIG FAN OF TUN M

Assalamualaikum all,

I grew in the era where Tun M was strongly leading Malaysia and all this while, he always inspired me with the way he think and act. Maybe thats why, I will always be his No. 1 fan. Last year, knowing he'll come to Kangar for a half day speech, me and my friends went there purposely to meet him. Alhamdullilah we made it there even tough the crowds were huge.. and yesterday, knowing about his new debut; 'A Doctor in the House; The Memoirs of Tun Mahathir Mohamad', I couldn't stop thinking how I could get it. And today, alhamdulilah, the first thing I do (after breakfast, of course) is purchasing it. Thank you Choi for your help, Akak really appreciate it..


I personally admire the cover. Owh, how I wish I can take picture with him.


The book was 600 pages and hard cover. Its more than worth it for RM 100 you pay.
Pics: credit to mph click (facebook)


Thursday, March 3, 2011

TANTRUMS

Assalamualaikum all,

as the title, I would like to share about my lil boy who did tunjuk perasaan. Last weekend, we went to TESCO. Yes, everybody, again without my beloved husband. He went to Singapore presenting his technical paper (walaupun bukan dia yang present, :p). I am not going to talk what I bought in TESCO (of course you all know lah kan, kalau dah pi TESCO takkan beli hand bag pulak kan..?), what really tested my patience is Ammar. I don't know why he threw his tantrums twice there. The first was because he wanted one of this toy which he had A LOT at home and the second one, because of he fell from his bicycle scooter, boleh? Ammar, ammar, sungguh tebal berinci-inci muka mama. All the people surround me, will look at me and whispered..Bertuah betul..

Inilah rupa budak kuat menangis itu :)


Ini gambar selepas tunjuk perasaan pertama


Ini si comel yang tak berapa pandai merajuk


Every time he went to TESCO, if there was a car exhibition, he is one of the smallest test-driver :P


Ya ya, inilah scooternya.. Punca kemarahan melampau budak kecik ni. This is before he ride the scooter. Bila sudah jatuh dan sudah malu, dia mengamuk dekat situ.. Alahai Ammar...

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

ALHAMDULILLAH

Assalamualaikum

Alhamdullilah, I'm back.. Really hope that my blogging activities will be scheduled regularly again.. Yes peeps, ramai yang dah tahu, I'm a student now.. Thank God for HIS Blessing and Rahmah.. Please pray that I manage to finish my study with flying colors, ya..

Alhamdulilah, we had a blessing starting this year. Me and my family had a chance to perform umrah on early January and we shifted to our own house a week after returning from Mekah.. Thank you Allah... Thank you Allah...

Here are the sneak peek of:
1) Saudi Arabia Trip
2) Kenduri Doa Selamat- masuk rumah
3) Makan-makan @ house warming

SAUDI ARABIA TRIP


@ Riyadh Airport


@ Makkatul Mukarramah

In front of the hotel in Riyadh

KENDURI DOA SELAMAT






MAKAN-MAKAN @ HOUSE WARMING






Friday, January 7, 2011

OUR HOUSE - Part 2

Assalamualaikum all,

Missing me?? huhu.. I've been away for a while settling a LOTS of things!! Believe me.. huhu. Ok, not into mood to write about what make me very occupied.. I wanted to share the second and third phase of renovation.. I think this is the last part for sharing the pics of our house.. Bukan tak mau tunjuk, tapi nak minta kawan2 sekalian datang rumah n bukan tgk through online jer.. huhu...Layan these pics k.. To Amalia, I've shared the pics.. Now its your turn,huhu.

SECOND PHASE


We love 'woody' style...


Master Bedroom


The extended kitchen (wet kicthen)

THIRD PHASE



The dry kitchen


Wet kitchen



Microwave and oven.. Ok enough for the kitchen..


The hall


The kiddo's room


Master bedroom