4 YEARS AS HUSBAND AND WIFE

Assalamualaikum,

Last thursday was our 4th aniversary.. I received a bag of gift together with a card and the best part of all, the gift were located in my car. In the morning, once I got into my car, I saw it.. Surprise!! Punyalah berbunga-bunga hati.. Thank you abang for the gift.. So, that's my husband. He is full with suprises and of course romantic.. :) (Confirm, kawan-kawan dia pecah perut bila baca ayat ni..hahaha)

We've planned for a special lunch date but it was cancelled last minute due to the death of UniMAP's students cause by terrible accident near by Kangar. So, the lunch date was potponed to Friday. We went to Sri Padani restaurant because I wanted so much to eat chinese food. Here,the foods were yummy!! This lunch date boleh dikategorikan sekali sebagai sambutan kecil sempena Ramadhan gak lah kan.. Here are the few pics of the food..

Asparagus goreng sambal dan ayam goreng cili. Ikan tiga rasa (menu wajib ni...)

Udang goreng baba nyonya

Why our pics were not included...? Huhu, we're solving an arguments..hahaha.. Biasalah kan, suami isteri.. Kadang-kadang tu ada perkara yang boleh diselesaikan bila berdua jer.. so nilah masanya.. Tipulah kalau orang kata ada marriage yang sentiasa aman.. No fights no argumets!! Usually, lepas argument, relationship akan lebih rapat dan mesra.. That's applied to me.. tak tau lah you all..

Mengimbau kembali time mula-mula kenal dulu.. We've had been dating together for about 9 years.. That's mean, 5 years after dated we got married. Huhu.. alhamdullilah, so much things we had gone through together.. I still remembered during our 1st year of coupling, lots of my friends and his friend objected our relationship due to lots lots of differences in our character. They said we were not meant for each other.. Macam-macam cakap orang yang tak larat kami nak dengar.. cuma berdoa agar our relationship diberkati hingga ke jinjang pelamin (masa tu lah.. sekarang doa nya hingga ke akhir hayat..Huhuhu).. and I remembered there was a song sang by Shania Twain; 'You're the One' that describe our situation that time.

(When I first saw you, I saw love. And thefirst time you touched me, I felt love. Andafter all this time, you're still the one I love.)

Looks like we made it

Look how far we've come my baby

We mighta took the long way

We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"

But just look at us holding on

We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss goodnight

Ain't nothin' better

We beat the odds together

I'm glad we didn't listen

Look at what we would be missin

'They said, "I bet they'll never make it"

But just look at us holding on

We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss goodnight

(You're still the one)You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss goodnight

I'm so glad we made it

Look how far we've come my baby

To my hubby, this song is for you.. "I Love you very much and i am very very grateful for what we have now. Mudah-mudahan kehidupan kita sekeluarga sentiasa dirahmati Allah dan kita akan kekal bersama hingga ke akhir hayat.. Menghadapi susah senang bersama... Amin"

Here is the link for the clips; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXtc-TH0Iv4

Selamat menonton dan layan!!

WEEKEND TO WEKEEND UPDATE

Salam,

Last weekend UniMAP was having his 4th convocation at Dewan 2020. Me was appointed as usher atau nama lainnya penyambut tetamu..Huhu, actually i felt very relieved after being appointed as an usher.. Why? Lega beb, kalau tidak kena pakai jubah dan tunggu sampai habis. Tak mampu rasanya.. Haha.

For this year, UniMAP had the first 2 session of convocation. Only 2 session? Huhu, we are new university, so later insyaAllah the session will slowly increase.. Back to my story, as an usher, we were given a beautiful costume, however due to the missing of my camera's charger (tak dapat dikesan ok!!), no pictures were taken. Kalau tak mesti best..dah macam penyanyi nasyid ni.. (sebab baju sama, haha)

Nothing much to say on my duty day. Having a chat with the parents, students, tauke bunga and of course my colleagues. But one thing did touch my heart... During the second session, I saw one couple, both are very old and weak were brought inside the hall by the usher. They wanted very much to attend and watch their youngest daugter's graduated. Just imagine.. Sesusah mana pun sanggup dihadapi demi anak-anak tercinta. Berpanas, bersesak menanti giliran masuk ke dalam dewan, bertolak-tolak.. "Saya kagum pada pakcik dan makcik..," nak je cakap macam tu pada diaorang tapi tak terkeluar.. so, I say it here. Mampukah kita sebagai anak untuk menandingi atau setidak-tidaknya cuba membalas jasa mereka..?

Of course, during convocation, lots of joy and happiness were shared. Tetapi masa ini juga selalu berlaku bencana-bencana yang tidak diundang. As for UniMAP, one of our staff (lecturer from material school) died while driving back from her convocation in UTM. I didn't know her very much but she did left some message in my chat box (her nick name is Alin). Takziah kepada keluarga dan tunangnya. Semoga rohnya ditempatkan bersama-sama orang-orang yang beriman. Amin.

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Ok, why was the title for this entry 'weekend to weekend update'? Instead of updating the story for the last weekend, I wanted also to update for the last two weekend.. Why so late..? Well my dear, I've been buzy with my life..Chewaah, yo yo oo jer.. sebab sebenarnya adalah I've to wait for my hubby to upload the pics, as my camera's charger tak dpt dikesan.

Last two week, we (satu family) went to visit our big boss at his house.. Actually my hubby had something to do there.. So here are some pics taken there.

Then, we went to our friend's house in Mata Ayer. She just delivered a beautiful baby boy. Congratulation for them and welcome to parenthood.

P/S: Tomorrow is my 4th aniversary. Looking forward for it.. Huhu.

KEHILANGAN

Assalamualaikum semua,

Terpanggil saya untuk menulis (atau lebih tepat menaip) entry kali ni bila mendapat berita kematian Ustaz Asri (Rabbani) tengahhari semalam. Memang mengejutkan!! Saya tak kenal atau lebih tepat tidak pernah berjumpa dengan beliau cuma meminati beliau dari jauh..

Setiap kali mendengar kes kematian mengejut ni, selalu buat saya teringat dan perasaan takut 6 tahun lalu muncul semula.. Apa terjadi 6 tahun lalu? 6 tahun lalu, arwah ayah saya pergi meninggal kami sekeluarga dalam keadaan yang saya rasa sangat pantas. Apa tidaknya, masa tu saya sedang bersedia menghadapi peperiksaan akhir di tahun 3 (pada tahun 2003). Mak menelefon pada Jumaat malam dan beritahu saya yang ayah sakit dan kalau ada masa baliklah... 'Sakit..? tapi baru sekejab bercakap dengan ayah dan dia masih boleh gelak-gelak lagi.. Biar betul..?' Itu cuma apa yang ada dalam kepala jer, yang keluar cuma ungkapan "Ya, adik ambik tiket sekarang!". Tak kisahlah final exam akan datang dalam 2 hari lagi, dalam kepala masih berserabut dengan berita yang baru diterima..

Sepanjang dalam perjalanan, entah kenapa air mata tak henti-henti mengalir.. Macam terasa sesuatu tetapi entah tak tahu.. itu yang saya rasa masa itu... Sampai di stesen bas Seremban, abang telah sedia menunggu. Sampai di rumah jam 5.30 pagi, terus berluru mendapatkan ayah.. Masa itu , ayah masih boleh senyum walau pun kelihatan dia sangat susah bernafas. Saya pergi mendapatkan dia, bersembang.. Saya picit-picit dia, dan tiba-tiba dia tarik tangan saya dan diramas-ramasnya.. Masa tu saya dah rasa semacam.. tapi hati masih berkata, "Jangan fikir bukan-bukan".. Saya minta izin untuk mandi dan solat. Selepas solat subuh, saya buatkan air Yasin untuk ayah dan beri dia minum,. Tak lama lepas tu, lebih kurang jam 7.00 pagi, tiba-tiba ayah kata kakinya kebas. dia suruh saya picit.. Saya ikutkan aja kehendaknya.. Tidak lama selepas tu, dia cakap; "Picit kuat sikit, tak rasa apa-apa dah ni", sambil dia ketuk-ketuk kaki dia dengan kuat. Masa ni, air mata dah meluncur laju dah.. Tidak lama lepas itu, kekebasan kaki arwah ayah sudah sampai ke paha.. Keadaan di rumah mula panik.. Kami (saya, mak dan kakak) sudah mula menangis teresak-esak.. Beberapa minit kemudian ayah pun rebah.. rebah di atas tangan saya. Saya pun ajarkan ayah mengucap dan tak lama selepas itu ayah pun pergi meninggalkan kami.. Sepantas itu..

Arwah ayah sedar hingga saat terakhir nyawanya di ambil.. Dia meninggalkan kami semasa saya berusia 22 tahun dan selepas itu, bermulalah cabaran hidup yang sebenar (sangat panjang kalu ingin diceritakan). Hari ini, selepas 6 tahun, segalanya masih jelas. Bila dipejamkan mata, semua yang diceritakan diatas, satu persatu akan muncul dalam ingatan.. Selepas itu juga, setiap kali ada kematian mengejut, perasaan fobia itu muncul.. Mahu tak fobia, pemergian arwah ayah yang sangat mengejut menyebabkan kami sekeluarga memakan masa bertahun untuk menerimanya. Dan setiap kali mendengar atau mendapat berita kematian mengejut, membuatkan saya berasa seperti berada dalam keadaan 6 tahun lalu.

Itu semua ketentuan hidup. Yang hidup pasti akan mati tetapi yang hidup juga amat berat sebenarnya menerima kehilangan orang yang tersayang. Memang betullah, dengan mendekatkan diri kepada Pencipta sahaja yang mampu mengurangkan rasa sedih dan pedih yang dialami. Kepada sesiapa yang baru kehilangan orang yang sangat-sangat disayangi, berdoa dan beramallah agar yang disana juga dapat merasa nikmatnya...

P/S: Terasa nak menggunakan bahasa ibunda pulak utk entry kali ni.. Bab-bab emosi ni kalo di'inggeris'kan takut kesannya tak sampai.. huhu, yo yo oo jer..

ACCIDENT

Salam,

Just now, me and my friends have a breakfast nearby office.. di Gerai Makcik Tepi atau Makcik Soup, we named it.. Tgh syok2 makan and gossiping, tetiba ada bunyi kuat yang datang dari jalan raya.. (Gerai makan ni tepi main road, so agak bz jugak lah..) We all yang concern ni, p lah jenguk apa yang berlaku... Rupa-rupanya, kes langgar lari telah berlaku.. Tercampaklah pakcik tua and his bike atas jalanraya itu.. One of my colleague (lelaki), pimpin pakcik tua yang berdarah tu ketepi, so that he'll safe.. Lori yang langgar pakcik tu, tak dapat di kesan... Luckily, there is a student that noticed and remembered the registration no.. so hopefully, the irresponsible driver tu dapat pembalasan sewajarnya... Senang-senang langgar orang lepas tu lari.. Ingat ni anak kucing ka.? To all drivers, please be extra careful especially when entering the kampung/ residential area... Depa ni nak melintas kadang2 tu main ikut dan jer.. tak pandang dah kiri kanan dah.. "Ingatlah, orang tersayang".. Cewahhh, macam iklan dah ni... Huhu