FRUSTRATION

Assalamualaikum all,

Sorry for not updating anything for this few months. Life had never been this buzy.. huhu. While I'm 'away' from this blogging world, I'm preparing documents for EAC evaluation that happened to be last week..

How's the EAC's evaluation going? That a good question friend.. What I can say was that, it was not going very well.. What a frustration... After all this hard works, the result is not as I expected. None, ok!! I even end up crying in the meeting room. Very humialiating!! But, what to do? I cant stop the tears from falling down..huhu..

Some of them said that, very childish or even accusing me using women's weapon (tears) to tackle the panels.. For God sake, I never intended to do so. Those people who were not in the room, you can say anything you like since u were not there facing the most arrogant and snobbish people.

But dearest all, I did learn lots of thing actually from their visit. Yes, maybe I'm too young to be a "Program Chairman" that had to defend all the single things about the program. I had experience facing these arrogant people that I've never meet before. I learnt how to communicate with people who never can tell the answer but only had complains. I learnt how to adapt in the real world!!

But people, don't you think they owed me some respects???Sigh.

P/S: I still had my tears while typing this entry and after a week of break. Whats that mean??
Next week, I will facing another audit from SIRIM for ISO. This 1st evalaution gave quite traumatic experience, make me feel very nervous for the 2nd one.

MAGICIAN

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Recently, I love to make fun of Aiman. Bukannya apa, his curiousity tu terlampau-lampau sekarang ni. So, once he was so naughty, I always said to him that I'll do magic so that he will pay attention to me.. So, for now, I had two situation where my big boy will amazed of my magic show.. Huhu, kira-kira macam magician lah ni :).

Situation 1:

Aiman loves to watch Disney Channel. One day, once we select the chanel, it appeared: "Siaran anda sedang dikemaskini. Sila letakkan decoder anda dalam mode stand by bagi membolehkan ianya dikemaskini". Lebih kurang macam ni lah tulisan yang appear on tv. So, Aiman requested to watch his favourite cartoon, Mr. Bean. So, what I did, I off the decoder and off the tv while I perform my Isya' prayer. I said to him; "Aiman tunggu tau.. Mama tgh buat magic. Sat lagi lps mama sembahyang, mesti boleh tengok Disney Chanel". He waited eagerly and keep asking his Wan, is it the right time to open the the tv. After performing my prayer, I on the decoder and tv and tadaa, the chanel is back. Aiman was very happy and said, "Macam mana mama buat magic.. Mama pandai lah".. Eventough, it is the praise from my little boy, I felt really happy that he appreciated what I did.. (Kalaulah dia dah besar dan tahu yang mama dia hanya ikut arahan on the tv screen, mesti dia kata mama telah mempermainkan dia.. Wakakaka)

Situation 2:

Aiman love to eat egg especially fried egg. The problem is he refuses to eat the yellow egg. One day, he requested to eat fried egg with rice. He orderred "Mama, Aiman nak telur dengan nasi. Tak mo telur kuning tau". So, what I did, I fried the egg thinly (make the egg spread in the frying pan), and let the yellow one half fried (telur kuning tu still cair). Once I fed him, I put the halfly fried yellow egg into his rice and top up with white egg. He didn't notice the difference in the taste. In the end, he ate all part of the egg. I said to him, "Ermm, magickan..? Telur kuning dah hilang.. " Aiman said, "Mama buat magic ek...? Mama pandailah buat magic.. Macammana mama buat..?" Huhu, Aiman Aiman.. Mmg kelakar ok!!

AMMAR'S BIRTHDAY BASH

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Dear all, I'm back... Alhamdullilah, after 3 weeks that were very intensed, I finally got my own sweet space again.

Yesterday was my little boy 1st birthday.. Happy birthday, sayang.. I can still remember the day I was induced, and now, my boy is a big boy already.. Sob2.. Oklah, malas dah nak emo. So, layanzzz these pics.. Let the pics tell a story k.

The decorations..

Aiman was very excited. He woke up early and offered himself for bath!! Biasanya kalo tak tengahari jangan harap nak mandi..

The cake.. Aiman's favourite movie. The Cars by Disney Pixars

Taraaa.. There is my sweetie boy.. Happy 1st birthday sayang!!

The guests.. Sian kena makan dkt luar.. Rumah kecik, nak buat cam mana..

The zorro boy

Us!!

Ooh ya, tomorrow I will start the yoga class. I'm excited yet nervous.. To UniMAPians, if u're interested in yoga, belly dance or aerobic, private massage me k or email me.. llagi ramai lagi bagus, so I ada geng nak p.. Semangat skit.. Ermm, really hope my 1st class will not be the last class.. Aminnn..

MALAS

Assalamualaikum,

Last week, I attended progress presentation of Final Year Project (FYP) for the 2 problematic students. (Actually, only 1. Another 1,supervisor dia yang hampeh..). So, to make this story short, I asked this student, "What happened to you? You used to be a good student before.." Actually his a 2nd class upper student. he was doing quite well until he entered his final year. He purposely doing nothing and escaped all the discussions with his supervisor. And, during that day, he refused to prepare any pp for presentation.. Punyalah besar kepala...

Once he heard my question,he looked back at me and say, " Saja jer, MALAS". His words really burst out my temper. I keep on asking him why, and he keep on saying that his doing nothing sebab malas.. Ya Allah, how can people help you, you don't even want to help yourself. Me, myself easily get angry with people who are not utilizing all the given oppurtunities to excel.

Why? I did mentioned to all of you that my late father passed away during my third year of study. From the sweetie pie type of person, I changed myself to be a firm yet responsible daughter to my beloved mother. FYI, during the last year of my study, I had to went back home (Seremban) from Penang every 2 weeks just to make sure my mom is happy. I need to pay bills, do grocery and etc., just because my mother used to be very very dependent to his hubby. Kelam kabutlah mana nak settle kan FYP mana nak balik jaga mak. That's why, once this spoil brat said he is lazy, tersirap darah dengar. You can be lazy because you have everything in this world where as other person had to burn midnight candle just to make sure they can be successful or to be better person!!

UPDATES

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Finally, my new entry is posted. Yeay!! Its been quite a while I didn't manage my blog very well. Huhu, actually lots of things to share especially my weekend activities.

Last entry, I did mentioned about Bengkel Penulisan Buku at Sg. Petani. Alhamdullilah, the workshop went very well except for the sickness we had after the workshop. Almaklumlah, we are having extreme hotness in Northern, so tersakitlah kami, huhu. For the sake of sharing, here are the link of photos during the workshop;

http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=1659593152#!/album.php?aid=40219&id=1659593152

And here are the leisure activities.. What else? Its a swimming time. Happy viewing!!

With my colleagues, their son and nephew

My volumemize sweetheart, huhu.

Adik was having fever tapi bab bab berendam ni x boleh dipisahkan.

Last two weekend, I had a leisure and relaxing weekend!! To spice up the weekend, my hubby insisted to cook Nasi Ayam that is super delecious. 2 thumb up for him!! Nasiblah ada hubby yg rajin masak, nak harapkan isteri, kempunanlah jawabnya.. Huhu.

Special recipe :)

Auxilary dishes

Last week, I attended a friend wedding reception at Timah Tasoh Resort. It happened to be very nice, elegant and gardenly reception. I went there with my mom, kids and bibik. The bride (my friend lah ni), is super duper gorgeous. Really like the make up, dress and Pelamin. Kalau lah boleh kawin lagi skali,huhu. Don't misunderstood me, marry with the same person of course!!

Love the theme, turquise & white.

The bride&grom are very charming!

Guess who took these pics? Its Aiman. Tulah sebab semua half jer..

In order to get my anak dara's figure back, I bought myself a bike!! So, last week, I've started riding with Aiman. Yeay!!

I forgot to take some pics of the bike. Here is the illustrated drawing, chewaah.. Warna gold, similar to Aiman's bike.

So, that's how I spent last three weekend.. Time flies very fast these days.. We are entrying March and EAC's visit are coming very soon. Glurrpp...

10.2.2010

Assalamualaikum,

This week my spirit of working burst.. Siap tukar baju blog lagi.. Huhu (ni tak termasuk dlm working k).

10.2.2010, ermmm.. It is not my birthday or hubby's or neither the kids.. Today is our BigBoss birthday.

"Selamat hari Lahir Dato'. Semoga panjang umur, sihat sentiasa dan murah rezeki. Alway surrounded by the beloved people of yours."

Ini bukan ayat bodek k. I respect him very much. The way he think, react and handle all kinds of problems sangat saya kagumi. Go go Dato', UniMAP's is so lucky to have u as our leader. And I just know that ramai sebenarnya yang lahir pada hari ini juga. hihi. Below are the list:

1) My best friend's hubby. Baru kawin Puan ini.

2) Buah hati of my schoolmate.. Anak dia ok!!.

3) Daughter of my uni mate..

Ramaikan dan semuanya saya just realize pagi nih.. hihi. Dan kawan2, tomorrow I'm off to Sg. Petani. Having Bengkel Penulisan Buku there. My kid (Aiman lah ni) dah buat wishlist activities while staying there for 4 days. YEAY!!! Kira cam holiday lah gak kan. Ermm, lama tak p holiday... (actually baru 2 bulan, huhuhu).

Note: Actually, I',m in the mood of holiday. Ni yang jadi macam nih. Hihi.

DARK CIRCLE

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I used to have this problem since zaman sekolah lagi.. Org kata sebab kurang tido.. For me, byk mana tido pun tetap ada, kalau kurang tido, it will become more obvious. Even my dermatologist said it is genetic and I think she's correct!!! (Sbb sendiri tak tau reason dia, hihi). But, I think, it had been reduced drastically compared to my study time (time nih tak da duit nk beli eye cream, wakaka)

Why am I so concern about this matter eventough I've faced it long ago...? Here is the story.

Yesterday, after class, one of final year student came to my office. He wanted to buy book. Ok, fine lah.. Yang tak tahannya tu, before he left, he said, "Puan, puan tak cukup tido ek..? Mata Puan bengkak.." Dalam hati I, "U all ni, tak cukup dgn jerawat nak complain (one time bila ada jerawat pun depa tgr jugak!!), mata bengkak pun complain jugak!! Benci k!!".. Student student, sungguh tak da kerja. Lecturer is human too dear.. Ada masa ada jerawat, ada masa tak cukup tido and ada masa menangis gak. Life is like a rollercoaster k..!!

This is the main reason lately why I had lack of sleep!! Si kecik ni suka wake up at 4.30am and ajak main. Kalo mama tak jaga, nanti he will make his move to his Abg. daripada dua2 jaga, baiklah sorang jer kan.. huhu

Ni gamba without make.. Taklah teruk sangat kan my dark circle..? Please say yes, hihi.

Note: Asal ntah emo sgt.. Wakakaka..