AIDILFITRI 2009

Salam semua,

Raya tahun ni sungguh lah heaven sebab bercuti lama.. huhuhu.. So, cutinya lama, banyak juga lah tempat yang dituju. Bermula dengan;

Perlis ke Seremban

Seremban ke Mentakab

Mentakab ke Kemaman

Kemaman ke Mentakab
Mentakab ke Seremban

dan

Seremban ke Perlis.

Overall, alhamdullilah, raya tahun ni sangat meriah. Me and Ammar terkena jangkitan flu, so kami beraya dalam keadaan sengau.. huhuhu.. yang lain alhamdullilah, dipermudahkan semua urusan oleh Yang Berkuasa. Here, are some pics taken before and after raya untuk tatapan semua. Semoga Hari raya anda semua juga meriah and bahagia.. Amin..

Jalan-jalan di Seremban

On da way ke Kemaman dari Seremban

Selamat hari Raya semua, maaf zahir dan batin!!!

RAMADHAN

Assalamualaikum semua,

Lama kan tak update blog..? Bulan ramadhan ni masa terhad dan tambah lak keje pun melambak.. tp alhamdullilah, skang dah lega skit.. Tak sebuzy minggu2 lepas.. So apa citer ek..? Banyak story mory yang nak share kita p satu persatu k;

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1) DEMAM CAMPAK

Awal ramadhan lepas, Ammar suddenly got fever. His temperature shoot to 38 degree C. punyalah mama and papa risau. So, we brought him to Dr. Iqbal to perform some medical test (skang kan musim H1N1, takut gak kan..). The doc said his is perfectly ok accept for he had a fever. So, doc kata bagi PCM jer lah.. 1 hari, 2 hari, tak jugak baik2.. Petang khamis tu, ruam dia dh start kuar, and kemuncaknya, on that night, Ammar langsung tak mau tdo.. Merengek sepanjang malam.. Kami dah tak tau nk buat apa dah.. Dia tido pun paling lama 1 jam pas tu nangis lagi.. N the scary parts is that dia start terkejut-kejut. (By this time suhu dia tak tinggi pun, tapi panas di dalam agaknya..). Esoknya, mama dia kalutlah suruh papa p cari air tawar / jampi . Papa n his friend searched for the air, and by tgh hari air tu dh ada dkt umah. We used that air utk buat susu and basahkan kepala and badan dia.. Alhamdullilah, petang tu Ammar dah boleh senyum and sembang mcm biasa.. Lama tak dgr Ammar sembang (maklumlah, dah seminggu demam.). So, mama and papa pn sangggatttt lega.. Alhamdulilah..

Time ni tgh demam lagi tapi ruam belum keluar.

Ruam sudah menguasai lil Ammar


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2) NEW 1

During this fasting month jugak, I started my dietary programme.. Chewaahhh.. I bought Herbal Life starter pack that consist of tea, formula 1 drink and protien. Nak kata skang jn gemuk sangat tu dak lah.. tapi seluar dolu2 tu tak leh pakai lah kan.. Paham2 jer lah maksudnya.. So, dengan nekadnya terpaksa cari something that can boosted my metabolism.. huhu.. So, alhamdulilah, dah seminggu makan kesannya pun dh nampak.. berat dah turun 2 kgs, waist pn dh mengecil sebnayak 1 and 1/2 inches and punggung (part yang bermasalah, huhuhu) dah kurang 2 inches.. Best kan..? huhuh..

Ni lah.. rangkaian herbal life yang di ambil.. Serius sedap.. nyum2.

3) NEW 2

Alhamdulilah, bulan posa ni jugak kete baru I sampai.. Kete apa..? huhuhuhu... type of car- mpv (of course lah kan, ahli keluarga dh bertambah.. kenalah carik yg besar skit).. So, I bought Proton Ezora.. warna hitam.. plat kete.. retain plat dulu... huhu..

Inilah rupa keretanya...

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Itu lah serba sedikit yang berlaku sepanjang 3 minggu nih.. Rasa-rasanya blog ni akan di update selepas raya laks.. Kami bercuti raya selama 2 minggu.. Cuti, tak hengat..!!! Di sini jugak nak ambik peluang mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri dan Maap Zahir dan Batin kepada semua kenalan, kawan, sedara mara, best friend dan sebagainya... Halalkan ya, kalo ada termakan atau terminum k.. See you on next entry.. Bye..

4 YEARS AS HUSBAND AND WIFE

Assalamualaikum,

Last thursday was our 4th aniversary.. I received a bag of gift together with a card and the best part of all, the gift were located in my car. In the morning, once I got into my car, I saw it.. Surprise!! Punyalah berbunga-bunga hati.. Thank you abang for the gift.. So, that's my husband. He is full with suprises and of course romantic.. :) (Confirm, kawan-kawan dia pecah perut bila baca ayat ni..hahaha)

We've planned for a special lunch date but it was cancelled last minute due to the death of UniMAP's students cause by terrible accident near by Kangar. So, the lunch date was potponed to Friday. We went to Sri Padani restaurant because I wanted so much to eat chinese food. Here,the foods were yummy!! This lunch date boleh dikategorikan sekali sebagai sambutan kecil sempena Ramadhan gak lah kan.. Here are the few pics of the food..

Asparagus goreng sambal dan ayam goreng cili. Ikan tiga rasa (menu wajib ni...)

Udang goreng baba nyonya

Why our pics were not included...? Huhu, we're solving an arguments..hahaha.. Biasalah kan, suami isteri.. Kadang-kadang tu ada perkara yang boleh diselesaikan bila berdua jer.. so nilah masanya.. Tipulah kalau orang kata ada marriage yang sentiasa aman.. No fights no argumets!! Usually, lepas argument, relationship akan lebih rapat dan mesra.. That's applied to me.. tak tau lah you all..

Mengimbau kembali time mula-mula kenal dulu.. We've had been dating together for about 9 years.. That's mean, 5 years after dated we got married. Huhu.. alhamdullilah, so much things we had gone through together.. I still remembered during our 1st year of coupling, lots of my friends and his friend objected our relationship due to lots lots of differences in our character. They said we were not meant for each other.. Macam-macam cakap orang yang tak larat kami nak dengar.. cuma berdoa agar our relationship diberkati hingga ke jinjang pelamin (masa tu lah.. sekarang doa nya hingga ke akhir hayat..Huhuhu).. and I remembered there was a song sang by Shania Twain; 'You're the One' that describe our situation that time.

(When I first saw you, I saw love. And thefirst time you touched me, I felt love. Andafter all this time, you're still the one I love.)

Looks like we made it

Look how far we've come my baby

We mighta took the long way

We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"

But just look at us holding on

We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss goodnight

Ain't nothin' better

We beat the odds together

I'm glad we didn't listen

Look at what we would be missin

'They said, "I bet they'll never make it"

But just look at us holding on

We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss goodnight

(You're still the one)You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss goodnight

I'm so glad we made it

Look how far we've come my baby

To my hubby, this song is for you.. "I Love you very much and i am very very grateful for what we have now. Mudah-mudahan kehidupan kita sekeluarga sentiasa dirahmati Allah dan kita akan kekal bersama hingga ke akhir hayat.. Menghadapi susah senang bersama... Amin"

Here is the link for the clips; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXtc-TH0Iv4

Selamat menonton dan layan!!

WEEKEND TO WEKEEND UPDATE

Salam,

Last weekend UniMAP was having his 4th convocation at Dewan 2020. Me was appointed as usher atau nama lainnya penyambut tetamu..Huhu, actually i felt very relieved after being appointed as an usher.. Why? Lega beb, kalau tidak kena pakai jubah dan tunggu sampai habis. Tak mampu rasanya.. Haha.

For this year, UniMAP had the first 2 session of convocation. Only 2 session? Huhu, we are new university, so later insyaAllah the session will slowly increase.. Back to my story, as an usher, we were given a beautiful costume, however due to the missing of my camera's charger (tak dapat dikesan ok!!), no pictures were taken. Kalau tak mesti best..dah macam penyanyi nasyid ni.. (sebab baju sama, haha)

Nothing much to say on my duty day. Having a chat with the parents, students, tauke bunga and of course my colleagues. But one thing did touch my heart... During the second session, I saw one couple, both are very old and weak were brought inside the hall by the usher. They wanted very much to attend and watch their youngest daugter's graduated. Just imagine.. Sesusah mana pun sanggup dihadapi demi anak-anak tercinta. Berpanas, bersesak menanti giliran masuk ke dalam dewan, bertolak-tolak.. "Saya kagum pada pakcik dan makcik..," nak je cakap macam tu pada diaorang tapi tak terkeluar.. so, I say it here. Mampukah kita sebagai anak untuk menandingi atau setidak-tidaknya cuba membalas jasa mereka..?

Of course, during convocation, lots of joy and happiness were shared. Tetapi masa ini juga selalu berlaku bencana-bencana yang tidak diundang. As for UniMAP, one of our staff (lecturer from material school) died while driving back from her convocation in UTM. I didn't know her very much but she did left some message in my chat box (her nick name is Alin). Takziah kepada keluarga dan tunangnya. Semoga rohnya ditempatkan bersama-sama orang-orang yang beriman. Amin.

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Ok, why was the title for this entry 'weekend to weekend update'? Instead of updating the story for the last weekend, I wanted also to update for the last two weekend.. Why so late..? Well my dear, I've been buzy with my life..Chewaah, yo yo oo jer.. sebab sebenarnya adalah I've to wait for my hubby to upload the pics, as my camera's charger tak dpt dikesan.

Last two week, we (satu family) went to visit our big boss at his house.. Actually my hubby had something to do there.. So here are some pics taken there.

Then, we went to our friend's house in Mata Ayer. She just delivered a beautiful baby boy. Congratulation for them and welcome to parenthood.

P/S: Tomorrow is my 4th aniversary. Looking forward for it.. Huhu.

KEHILANGAN

Assalamualaikum semua,

Terpanggil saya untuk menulis (atau lebih tepat menaip) entry kali ni bila mendapat berita kematian Ustaz Asri (Rabbani) tengahhari semalam. Memang mengejutkan!! Saya tak kenal atau lebih tepat tidak pernah berjumpa dengan beliau cuma meminati beliau dari jauh..

Setiap kali mendengar kes kematian mengejut ni, selalu buat saya teringat dan perasaan takut 6 tahun lalu muncul semula.. Apa terjadi 6 tahun lalu? 6 tahun lalu, arwah ayah saya pergi meninggal kami sekeluarga dalam keadaan yang saya rasa sangat pantas. Apa tidaknya, masa tu saya sedang bersedia menghadapi peperiksaan akhir di tahun 3 (pada tahun 2003). Mak menelefon pada Jumaat malam dan beritahu saya yang ayah sakit dan kalau ada masa baliklah... 'Sakit..? tapi baru sekejab bercakap dengan ayah dan dia masih boleh gelak-gelak lagi.. Biar betul..?' Itu cuma apa yang ada dalam kepala jer, yang keluar cuma ungkapan "Ya, adik ambik tiket sekarang!". Tak kisahlah final exam akan datang dalam 2 hari lagi, dalam kepala masih berserabut dengan berita yang baru diterima..

Sepanjang dalam perjalanan, entah kenapa air mata tak henti-henti mengalir.. Macam terasa sesuatu tetapi entah tak tahu.. itu yang saya rasa masa itu... Sampai di stesen bas Seremban, abang telah sedia menunggu. Sampai di rumah jam 5.30 pagi, terus berluru mendapatkan ayah.. Masa itu , ayah masih boleh senyum walau pun kelihatan dia sangat susah bernafas. Saya pergi mendapatkan dia, bersembang.. Saya picit-picit dia, dan tiba-tiba dia tarik tangan saya dan diramas-ramasnya.. Masa tu saya dah rasa semacam.. tapi hati masih berkata, "Jangan fikir bukan-bukan".. Saya minta izin untuk mandi dan solat. Selepas solat subuh, saya buatkan air Yasin untuk ayah dan beri dia minum,. Tak lama lepas tu, lebih kurang jam 7.00 pagi, tiba-tiba ayah kata kakinya kebas. dia suruh saya picit.. Saya ikutkan aja kehendaknya.. Tidak lama selepas tu, dia cakap; "Picit kuat sikit, tak rasa apa-apa dah ni", sambil dia ketuk-ketuk kaki dia dengan kuat. Masa ni, air mata dah meluncur laju dah.. Tidak lama lepas itu, kekebasan kaki arwah ayah sudah sampai ke paha.. Keadaan di rumah mula panik.. Kami (saya, mak dan kakak) sudah mula menangis teresak-esak.. Beberapa minit kemudian ayah pun rebah.. rebah di atas tangan saya. Saya pun ajarkan ayah mengucap dan tak lama selepas itu ayah pun pergi meninggalkan kami.. Sepantas itu..

Arwah ayah sedar hingga saat terakhir nyawanya di ambil.. Dia meninggalkan kami semasa saya berusia 22 tahun dan selepas itu, bermulalah cabaran hidup yang sebenar (sangat panjang kalu ingin diceritakan). Hari ini, selepas 6 tahun, segalanya masih jelas. Bila dipejamkan mata, semua yang diceritakan diatas, satu persatu akan muncul dalam ingatan.. Selepas itu juga, setiap kali ada kematian mengejut, perasaan fobia itu muncul.. Mahu tak fobia, pemergian arwah ayah yang sangat mengejut menyebabkan kami sekeluarga memakan masa bertahun untuk menerimanya. Dan setiap kali mendengar atau mendapat berita kematian mengejut, membuatkan saya berasa seperti berada dalam keadaan 6 tahun lalu.

Itu semua ketentuan hidup. Yang hidup pasti akan mati tetapi yang hidup juga amat berat sebenarnya menerima kehilangan orang yang tersayang. Memang betullah, dengan mendekatkan diri kepada Pencipta sahaja yang mampu mengurangkan rasa sedih dan pedih yang dialami. Kepada sesiapa yang baru kehilangan orang yang sangat-sangat disayangi, berdoa dan beramallah agar yang disana juga dapat merasa nikmatnya...

P/S: Terasa nak menggunakan bahasa ibunda pulak utk entry kali ni.. Bab-bab emosi ni kalo di'inggeris'kan takut kesannya tak sampai.. huhu, yo yo oo jer..

ACCIDENT

Salam,

Just now, me and my friends have a breakfast nearby office.. di Gerai Makcik Tepi atau Makcik Soup, we named it.. Tgh syok2 makan and gossiping, tetiba ada bunyi kuat yang datang dari jalan raya.. (Gerai makan ni tepi main road, so agak bz jugak lah..) We all yang concern ni, p lah jenguk apa yang berlaku... Rupa-rupanya, kes langgar lari telah berlaku.. Tercampaklah pakcik tua and his bike atas jalanraya itu.. One of my colleague (lelaki), pimpin pakcik tua yang berdarah tu ketepi, so that he'll safe.. Lori yang langgar pakcik tu, tak dapat di kesan... Luckily, there is a student that noticed and remembered the registration no.. so hopefully, the irresponsible driver tu dapat pembalasan sewajarnya... Senang-senang langgar orang lepas tu lari.. Ingat ni anak kucing ka.? To all drivers, please be extra careful especially when entering the kampung/ residential area... Depa ni nak melintas kadang2 tu main ikut dan jer.. tak pandang dah kiri kanan dah.. "Ingatlah, orang tersayang".. Cewahhh, macam iklan dah ni... Huhu

CACA MERBA

Salam,

Quite sometimes kan tak post new entry.. Almaklumlah, lecturer yang sibuk (cewaah, padahal suka buat lecture notes last minutes, huhuhu). Today nyer story-mory carca -merba (vocab org utara yang bermaksud tidak teratur) just like the title of this entry.. Banyak sgt nak cerita, tu yang jd mcm ni tu..

Ok, lets start with last weekend outing. We went to Penang or more specific to Gurney Plaza for some shopping..Punyalah semangat nak p, sampai terlupa nk charge battery camera. Baru tangkap 2 gambar, battery pun kong.. So, tak dapatlah I kongsi all the excitement when we were there. Excitement?? As last entry, I kata I dah list a few things to shop tapi hasilnya I tak beli paper pun during that outing.Why?? Sebab lil Ammar dah pandai nk mintak dukung and tak mau dok dlm stroller dia.. Yg momma dia pula, punyalah bendul tak bawa carrier, so end-up terpaksa dukung dia along the way.. Tak mau tido pulak tu, bertuah2.. Nasib baik during dinner, lil Ammar tido and bolehlah I berjalan-jalan sikt and grabbed some vitamins.

Aiman and Ammar yang paling beruntung sbb, all the stuff we bought were for them. To papa, thank you for the treat.. Tapi sian dekat you sebab tak beli paper utk diri sendiri.. Lain kali shopping lain ek..(Bwk I tau, huhu)

Ni je gamba yang I sempat ambik, lepas tu terus kamera I gulap gulita..huhu

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This week, again I had a tensed weekdays. Mana tak nya dengan class, tutorial and lab berjalan serentak.. So that I wish I could finish my class faster, which tak logiklah kan. Dah lah subject susah, so how fast you can speed during delivering your lecture? Sampai one of my student came to see me and said, "Puan, subjek puan ni susah lah. Tiap kali habis kelas, saya terasa ngap ngap kepala saya". That honest comment make me think; 1) am I a bad lecturer that hardly make my students understand my lecture? or 2) This subject is really tuff. I really hope that the answer is not no. 1, bcoz I've put so much efforts in each class of mine. I have tried to be the very best teacher but as always I cannot satisfied everyone. Another thing, this comment really boosted me to give even better.. InsyaAllah..

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My lil Ammar had started his first meal yesterday, hooray!! Thanks to my friend; mommaholicseries for her last entry that shared the info about starting the solid food for bb.. So, once I read, i noticed that my lil Ammar is ready for his first runny meal, huhu.. So, i've bought the rice cereal yesterday and feed him. Alhamdullilah, dia makan tak hengat.. Ingatkan dah bagi makan kenyang-kenyang, malam boleh lah tido cepat.. Rupanya, sama gak.. While I tried very hard to make lil Ammar sleep, suddenly his brother, Aiman said "Mama, dia tak nak tido kot. Dia nak main ngan Aiman"... Nak tergelak pun ada.. He spoke like adult and sapa-sapa cakap banyak sikit or adviced him not to do things he will said, "hisyy, pok pek, pok pek".. Kelakar kan..?

Abang yang perasan kecik. He wanted to wear his brother top, so macam nilah hasilnya..huhu

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Today, I just went back from the gurls day out with my collegues. We went for lunch treat (blanja diri sendiri slps penat bekerja) at Secret Recipe, Jitra. As usual lah kan, bila p dkt SR, tak boleh tidak mesti kena melawat boutique kesukaan I.. Bila dah melawat, ermmm, agak-agak apa yang terjadi..? Inilah hasilnya...

Huhu..tak hengat...

Some ole-ole for my hubby and kids

On da way balik, pening lak kepala.. Maybe sbb berpanas (as usual, Perlis punya sunny day is super duper hot) atau mungkin juga sebab memikirkan kekempisan walletku selepas membeli makcik-makcik di atas, huhuhu....