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HAMBA

2011-11-17T18:56:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum semua,

Terpanggil untuk berkongsi setelah sekian lama tak meng'update'. Semalam, sewaktu pulang dari tempat kerja, hati terasa hendak mendengar radio (selalunya cd maher zain yg jd halwa telinga). Bila buka IKIM fm, terdengar suara seorang perempuan cina sedang bercerita. Saya cuba memahami butir perkara yg diceritakan. Rupa-rupanya, perempuan tersebut sedang berkongsi tentang perasaan penghambaan diri pd Allah yang Esa.

Mengapa saya terpanggil untuk bercerita.??? Apa yang terlalu istimewa bagi seorang perempuan mualaf berkongsi pengalaman memeluk Islam?? Apa hebatnya mereka yang baru mengenali Islam berbanding kita yang memang dilahirkan dalam Islam?? Memang banyak kelainannya.

Antara intipati yang dikongsikan adalah seperti berikut;

1) Kata beliau,"Di dalam diri kita, tiada satu pun yang kita miliki; hati, perasaan, jiwa, jasad dan roh semua milik Allah." - tiba-tiba saya terfikir, memang kita tiada kuasa langsung sebenarnya, walaupun apa yang kita belajar di sekolah otaklah yang mengawal segalanya. Kita sebenarnya tak mampu mengawal perasaan dan hati. Contohnya, kita ternampak seorang perempuan yang berpakaian menjolok mata, terus hati kita berkata-kata dan menghukumi perempuan tersebut walaupun kita tahu hanya ALLAH yang boleh MENILAI. Mana tahu, satu hari nanti perempuan tersebut akn di beri hidayah dan ditempatkan di syurga. Kita..?? Mungkin juga kita tak mahu berkata-kata tentang sesuatu hal, hati tetap juga berkata-kata. Ini kerana hanya Allah yg memiliki hati kita. Beliau menambah lagi, "Cuma ada satu sahaja, yang sememangnya milik kita dan kita bertanggungjawab kepadanya. Apakah itu?? Ianya adalah DOSA kita." Sangat benar, Astagfirullah...

2) Wanita mualaf itu juga bercakap tentang nikmat penghambaan diri pada Allah.. Ramai dr kita sentiasa mengungkapkan perkataan "kita hamba Allah" tapi berapa ramai yang faham akan maksudnya?? Apakah yang dilakukan oleh seorang hamba kepada tuanNYA? Segala nikmat telah diberikan kepada kita; nikmat rezeki, nikmat kesihatan; nikmat anak; nikmat kesenangan; tapi berapa ramai di antara kita yang bersyukur?? Menitis air mata saya bila mendengar beliau berkata, " Allah telah berikan saya segalanya.. Ya, saya solat; saya puasa; saya menunaikan zakat dan mengerjakan haji; Semua itu untuk siapa?? Solat, puasa, zakat dan haji semuanya untuk diri kita..Apa yang kita beri untuk Allah?? Apa yang boleh kita berikan untuk Allah adalah NIAT kita yang ikhlas untuk MENCINTAI Allah lebih dari segala-galanya agar kita mendapat keredaan ALLAH." Sebak saya.. Saya sebak kerana nikmat hidayah Allah pd wanita itu sangat besar. Saya sebak kerana saya terasa diri ini sangat jahil, kerdil dan hina disisi Allah. Benar saya dilahirkan dalam Islam, dibesarkan dalam persekitaran Islam, tapi adakah penghayatan Islam saya sebaik wanita tersebut?? Jauh sekali untuk menjawab pertanyaan, apakah yang telah saya lakukan untuk agama?? Sungguh, saya terasa hina dan kerdil. Timbul perasaan, sangat sedikit saya bersyukur dengan segala nikmat Allah yang melimpah ruah kepada saya dan keluarga.

Saya sangat berharap agar, kasih sayang dan rahmat Allah sentiasa bersama kita. Kerana tanpa rahmat Allah, tak mampu saya bayangkan betapa sukarnya kehidupan yang kita akan lalui. Saya berdoa agar Allah memberi petunjuk dan tetapkan hati kita ke jalan yang lurus. Dan tidak pula DIA memesongkan hati kita setelah diberikan kita nikmat petunjukNYA. Amin ya rabbal alamin.

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WW

2011-11-15T21:11:00.001-08:00

Hadiah dari Croatia (walaupun bli di Singapore, ;P)

Taraa

Alhamdulilah. Thank you sayang.

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Happy birthday Mak!!!!

2011-06-16T20:39:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum all,

Sorry for not updating for about 3 weeks since the last entry.. huhu, lots to share with so little time.. this month of June is a travelling month for me. I went to phuket and penang (ya its only two, you called it travelling month ;P) but I've to travelled 3 times to penang this month.. what a broke month..

Opps, I'm diverting from the title.. ya, yesterday was my beloved moms birthday.. happy birthday mak!!!! Hope u'll stay healthy and happy as always.. so, for her birthday, I bought her this...

Tadaa

I've never bought her expensive stuff.. huhu, I'm financially not stable.. after only 5 years of working, owh what a bad daughter I am.. huhu..

To mak, I know you're happy eventough you keep saying me waisting my money... I want you to know that, I really love you more than u know.. you are always being my backbone for everything I done.. I need to report to you every single thing (yes, after I'm settling rambling to my husband) bothering me or else I'm misreable.. I don't know what will happened to me once its the time Allah take you from me ... I love you!!!

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Short Gateway

2011-05-16T22:41:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum all,

I'm on my way back to Perlis. We are having short gateway after few hectic weeks, alhamdulilah... I think the best thing of all, is one whole family is united again and.....we're are staying in Hardrock Hotel, weehoooo!!! Ok, here are fews pics..

Love, love, love the welcoming lights

The kids

Us!!!

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Mothers Day

2011-05-05T23:47:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum all,

My heart are touched, once picking up my son Aiman from school, and he handed these 2 lovely things to me.

The card and cup cake

Nowadays, the school is very sensitive to the worldwide celebration. They even celebrated earth hour.

Owh, I'm melted, eventough he didn't really understand the celebration..

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Angry Bird

2011-05-04T06:13:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum all,

It has been a while since the last post. Ya, Tun M had visited UniMAP almost 2 months ago (OMG, I've been neglecting my blog for that long). Short visit but many activities to cover. I'm sure he was very tired, not including autograping his books. Believe me, knowing Tun' s in da house, many of UniMAPians bought the book. Ok, enough update about Tun.

I would like to share the craziness people had about this 'angry bird' game. It's not only PEOPLES, including my beloved husband and Aiman. They can sit and play for hours. My husband, tok sah ckp lah.. mmg dh lebih dr anak pun. To be frank, I'm quite worried about this. Yalah, this is the first time they become addicted teribbly to game. Pantang lepa je phone I, tgk2 mesti tgh main angry bird. Besides, I'm started to feel awkward once our quality time had to be change for game activity.. haisshh, look what technology had done to us. Ok, before I stop, do you think that I should uninstall the game??

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2011-05-01T19:27:00.003-07:00

Hello all,

Long time no hear.. just a trial posting an entry to my 'terbiar' blog..

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2011-05-01T19:27:00.001-07:00

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A BIG FAN OF TUN M

2011-03-08T19:38:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum all,

I grew in the era where Tun M was strongly leading Malaysia and all this while, he always inspired me with the way he think and act. Maybe thats why, I will always be his No. 1 fan. Last year, knowing he'll come to Kangar for a half day speech, me and my friends went there purposely to meet him. Alhamdullilah we made it there even tough the crowds were huge.. and yesterday, knowing about his new debut; 'A Doctor in the House; The Memoirs of Tun Mahathir Mohamad', I couldn't stop thinking how I could get it. And today, alhamdulilah, the first thing I do (after breakfast, of course) is purchasing it. Thank you Choi for your help, Akak really appreciate it..

I personally admire the cover. Owh, how I wish I can take picture with him.

The book was 600 pages and hard cover. Its more than worth it for RM 100 you pay.

Pics: credit to mph click (facebook)

TANTRUMS

2011-03-03T01:10:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum all,

as the title, I would like to share about my lil boy who did tunjuk perasaan. Last weekend, we went to TESCO. Yes, everybody, again without my beloved husband. He went to Singapore presenting his technical paper (walaupun bukan dia yang present, :p). I am not going to talk what I bought in TESCO (of course you all know lah kan, kalau dah pi TESCO takkan beli hand bag pulak kan..?), what really tested my patience is Ammar. I don't know why he threw his tantrums twice there. The first was because he wanted one of this toy which he had A LOT at home and the second one, because of he fell from his bicycle scooter, boleh? Ammar, ammar, sungguh tebal berinci-inci muka mama. All the people surround me, will look at me and whispered..Bertuah betul..

Inilah rupa budak kuat menangis itu :)

Ini gambar selepas tunjuk perasaan pertama

Ini si comel yang tak berapa pandai merajuk

Every time he went to TESCO, if there was a car exhibition, he is one of the smallest test-driver :P

Ya ya, inilah scooternya.. Punca kemarahan melampau budak kecik ni. This is before he ride the scooter. Bila sudah jatuh dan sudah malu, dia mengamuk dekat situ.. Alahai Ammar...

ALHAMDULILLAH

2011-02-22T19:13:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum

Alhamdullilah, I'm back.. Really hope that my blogging activities will be scheduled regularly again.. Yes peeps, ramai yang dah tahu, I'm a student now.. Thank God for HIS Blessing and Rahmah.. Please pray that I manage to finish my study with flying colors, ya..

Alhamdulilah, we had a blessing starting this year. Me and my family had a chance to perform umrah on early January and we shifted to our own house a week after returning from Mekah.. Thank you Allah... Thank you Allah...

Here are the sneak peek of:

1) Saudi Arabia Trip

2) Kenduri Doa Selamat- masuk rumah

3) Makan-makan @ house warming

SAUDI ARABIA TRIP

@ Riyadh Airport

@ Makkatul Mukarramah

In front of the hotel in Riyadh

KENDURI DOA SELAMAT

MAKAN-MAKAN @ HOUSE WARMING

OUR HOUSE - Part 2

2011-01-07T08:01:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum all,

Missing me?? huhu.. I've been away for a while settling a LOTS of things!! Believe me.. huhu. Ok, not into mood to write about what make me very occupied.. I wanted to share the second and third phase of renovation.. I think this is the last part for sharing the pics of our house.. Bukan tak mau tunjuk, tapi nak minta kawan2 sekalian datang rumah n bukan tgk through online jer.. huhu...Layan these pics k.. To Amalia, I've shared the pics.. Now its your turn,huhu.

SECOND PHASE

We love 'woody' style...

Master Bedroom

The extended kitchen (wet kicthen)

THIRD PHASE

The dry kitchen

Wet kitchen

Microwave and oven.. Ok enough for the kitchen..

The hall

The kiddo's room

Master bedroom

OUR HOUSE - Part 1

2010-10-19T23:38:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum all,

Alhamdullilah, after a long pause, I manage to update things that happened this few weeks. As I said in my previous post, I'll blog about our new house.. Alhamdullilah, we got the key last two weeks.. Since then, we never stop searching, contacting and dealing with contractors.. Alhamdullilah, everything went smoothly except for the health of mine and the two kids.. We were down with fever and cough and until now I'm voiceless (tiada suara ya puan-puan).

The house is under construction since we decided to enlarge the kitchen. I'll blog about it phase by phase k. So, this is the first phase of pics (walaupun agak lambat dah kan).

Front view

Side view

Under construction ceiling

Tada.....The ceiling was done!!

AIDILFITRI 2010

2010-09-27T19:59:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum all,

I guessed it is not too late to share my 'raya' stories since today we're still in Syawal month. Same as previous years, we celebrated our 1st Syawal in Kemaman, my hubby's hometown. We reached there on 27 Ramadan and stayed there until 3rd Syawal.. Lama kan?? Hope this long period can sweeten and tighten the relationship of my kids with their Tok Ma, uncles, aunties and cousins. Almaklumlah, jarang balik kampung!!

We had such a good time there with lots of activities. Here are some;

i) Me and hubby started fasting on 2nd Syawal.. Early right? Actually, we are too full with the non stop eating acivities on the 1st Syawal.. huhu. We manage to cook popia for the crowd.. Good one!!

ii)We had barbeque session on 2nd Syawal. Happening tak hengat. The best part was the fire crackers. Ammar yang penakut pun sudah berani.. Hurmm, impressive!!

iii) We went to Kuala Terengganu on 3rd Syawal for 'rombongan meminang'. Alhamdulilah, the reception was simple but nice and of course the bride-to-be is stunning.. Tak caya tgk gamba k..

iv) On 4th Syawal, we went to Bukit Gambang waterpark.. This time with my nieces and sister. Memang ramai org but I prefer this place rather than Tambun Waterpark.. Orang yang paling happy was Aiman.. We did promise him to visit any theme park during this raya break.. Alhamdullilah, we manage to fulfill our promise..

We went back to Perlis on 6 Syawal (Wednesday) but I'm on leave until 9 Syawal (Sunday). To wrap our raya celebration, on Saturday night, we organized a barbeque party especially for our close friends.

Here are some pics that all of you might have seen them in FB.. Apa2 pun, layan jer k..

With my MIL.. Green theme uols..

Family portrait

MY ALL...

Engagement ceremony.. Cantikkan the bride-to-be..?

@Bukit Gambang Waterpark.. Aiman with his cousins..

P/S: InsyaAllah by this week, I'll receive the key of my new house.. Couldn't wait.. I'll blog about it later k...

SWEET AND SOUR OF RAMADAN

2010-09-16T22:39:00.000-07:00

Salam all,

It had been almost a month since the last update. Life had been occupied with works and kids. This ramadan had been a very special ramadan for me.. Why? Lets share some here;

THE SOUR

1. My maid ran away...Sob2.. But I had the passport and her salary with me.. Sedikit kelam kabut especially when need to deal with immigration. Luckily the officer was very good. So, everything went well, alhamdullilah..

2. Its study leave matter again.. Ya Allah, kenapalah susah sangat hambamu ni nak sambung belajar..? I'm not doing the wrong thing right? Its a boss-worker conflict... Its matter of trustworthy, my ambition, pithiness and responsibility.. arrggghh, jiwa kacau sungguh kamu Azian...

3. To add the sour of this Ramadan, my laptop malfunction a day before I went back for hari raya... Huhu, langsung tak boleh hidup.. Ishk, iskh, iskh ... Sabar je lak ye...

THE SWEET

1. Hijrah - this Ramadan was a HIJRAH to me.. InsyaAllah, hijrah towards being a better muslimah, InsyaAllah.

2. Life had never been this peaceful. This Ramadan I am very blessed.. Thank you Allah.

3. The best gift ever in this Ramadan was the my programme; Environmental Engineering Programme (I claimed it as my programme since I'm the programme Chairmen, boleh?) had been accredited for 2 years. ALHAMDULLILAH...

Actually, I had more that I couldn't remember.. huhu.. The raya experience will be shared later.. Kurang semangat skit nak cerita pasala raya sebab I lost my camera battery.. so maksudnya tak da gamba from the camera.. What a shame.. I need to get a new one..

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2010-08-02T03:02:00.000-07:00

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AIMAN FIRST DAY @ SCHOOL

2010-07-25T23:40:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum all,

I am really happy today that finally my baby boy (opss baby ke??), finally went to school for the first time..!! Yeay!! For those who knew about sending Aiman to school's issue must said "At last, the dilemma off".. Huhu, actually its not a very easy decision to made (itu sebab papa dia yang hantar sekolah, kalo tidak smpi sudah Aiman tak p sekolah) but my hubby is very determine to send him to school (walaupun pagi tadi his determination went 50-50, huhu).. But whats matter is that he went to school...

On the afternoon, I fetched him and asked him about the school. Here are some of his responses.

Mama: Aiman, best dak sekolah?(Please read this with excited tone..)

Aiman: Best!

Mama: Aiman ramai kawan tak?

Aiman: Ramai.

Mama: Seronok tak ramai kawan?

Aiman: Seronok, tapi lepas tu Aiman berebut dengan kawan. Itu peti ais Aiman. (He's talking about his playdoh refrigerator. He brought along his toys to the school.)

Mama: (trying to change the subject).. Teacher bagi Aiman makan tak?

Aiman: Aiman tak suka meehoon.

Mama: Aiman belajar apa?

Aiman: Aiman belajar frog.

Mama: Lagi?

Aiman: Alah itu semualah... (Jawapan malas nk layan!!)

Ok, its was obvious that me is more excited than Aiman.. So, all, here are few pics of him at school. From my hubby's bb.

"What am I going to do now? Wow, they all are so small!!".Maybe thats what his thinking.

Pose to his dad..

Opening his toy's plastic..All his friends start aiming. Huhu.

PICTURELESS UPDATES

2010-06-28T18:34:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum all,

Its quite sometimes since the last update. Actually, my life now is not as busy as 4 months back. But somehow, the intention to update is very low. This is sooo verryyy noot good. So, now I make an update on myself and the kids in numbering/bulleting format (Ini namanya kerja orang malas, huhu):

Myself:

1. I am sooo into reading right now.. Huhu, before you are amaze, I am not reading very knowledgeable thingie, I am soo in to Sophie Kinsella right now. I've read all series of shopaholic in 2 months times. Oklah tu, considering I'm a working mother with 2 kids, kan?

2. I'm in the process of applying my PhD. Yes, finally I got the green light from my boss. Actually, for this issue it quite a long story. Next time, I'll share (tu pun kalo ingat..)

3. I love my weekend very much. Ive got back my privilege that I've lost two months back. yeay!!

4. I have to teach the subject that I hated the most for next semester i.e. process control. Why on earth there is no one knows the subject? If there is one, the lecturer is occupied with other subject.. Haaissh..

5. According to my boss, I can retire from being a programme chairman on August. Ohh, I couldn't wait!!

6. Nowadays, I always forgot to bring my camera (thats why most of the time the post is pictureless). To be exact, I forgot where I placed the charger.

7. I always had this 'short-term-memory-loss'. It getting worse day to day. Sometimes, I forgot what I wanted to say in the middle of conversation. Teruk kan..? I must really do something about this..

8. Oh, I loveee online shopping.. Not that before I dont shop online, but my addiction become worse nowadays. Ooopss, I think I've revealed my secret to the hubby. Huhu, he always asked me where my money goes . And I always said its for household.. So, after this I need to find a new reason.. Huhu.

9. I really missed my best buddy Amalia. I really wanted to see how she looked when she's pregnant. She must be glowing!! I really hope I can see u soon. Dearie, if you read this, I want you to know I REALLY MISS YOU. I've a lot of things to share. I did share with other people but I don't get any response the way I expected them to be. Owh, I miss you so much. More than I can describe!

Aiman:

1. He is soo cheeky now.

2. I love everything he said. Like, once I nagged to him, he will say, "Mama ni, pok pek pok pek" or he is always be papa's colony but at the same time, he try to get my attention. He will say to me, "Papa ni kan asyik meeting je kan" once his papa not with him (although his papa can still hear him, huhu).

3. He loves his adik very much.. I hope this will forever.

4. He is so ready to go to school. I think I wanna give him a try this month.

5. He loves to argue with bibik and his wan. Pening dah mama nak jd referee.. huhu

6. Everyday, me or hubby need to brought him for a ride with little present (mainan lah ni). Everyday ok!! Miskin mama, huhu.

Ammar:

1. The thing that I love the most is when I came back from work, he will screamed happily. Tiga buah rumah kot dengar.

2. He can speak a few word, like 'mum mum', 'mama', 'papa' and 'car'. Huhu, but he understand everything you said. For example, I asked him to take his shoe. He will run to take his shoe.. Cuteness.

3. Ammar is quite different from Aiman. He is a lot more sensitive compared to Aiman. He love to sit on my lappy and being hugged whereas Aiman didn't really like to be hug at all. Sekarang jelah dah pandai sikit manja2. Tu pun after seing his Adik kissing me and manja2 dgn Mama. Huhu. Ammar sangat kuat merajuk whereas Aiman jenis tak kisah pun. Kalo suara kuat sikit marah Aiman mesti dia cakap, "Uissh, terkejut.. Mama ckp kuat sgt buat apa?"

For time being, that's all I could remember. This is the bad thing of postponing your entry. You forgot many things in between, huhu..

AIMAN TAK KISAH

2010-06-03T21:19:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum all,

Aiman is now a big boy and he is very ready to go to school (tp mama dia yg x sempat hantar lagi..). Everyday, kije dia sekarang gaduh ngan bibik n wan dia. Last two weeks, he went to visit his Tok Ma and here is a post dedicated for him from his aunt. XOXO Cik Mala.

FRUSTRATION

2010-05-29T20:31:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum all,

Sorry for not updating anything for this few months. Life had never been this buzy.. huhu. While I'm 'away' from this blogging world, I'm preparing documents for EAC evaluation that happened to be last week..

How's the EAC's evaluation going? That a good question friend.. What I can say was that, it was not going very well.. What a frustration... After all this hard works, the result is not as I expected. None, ok!! I even end up crying in the meeting room. Very humialiating!! But, what to do? I cant stop the tears from falling down..huhu..

Some of them said that, very childish or even accusing me using women's weapon (tears) to tackle the panels.. For God sake, I never intended to do so. Those people who were not in the room, you can say anything you like since u were not there facing the most arrogant and snobbish people.

But dearest all, I did learn lots of thing actually from their visit. Yes, maybe I'm too young to be a "Program Chairman" that had to defend all the single things about the program. I had experience facing these arrogant people that I've never meet before. I learnt how to communicate with people who never can tell the answer but only had complains. I learnt how to adapt in the real world!!

But people, don't you think they owed me some respects???Sigh.

P/S: I still had my tears while typing this entry and after a week of break. Whats that mean??
Next week, I will facing another audit from SIRIM for ISO. This 1st evalaution gave quite traumatic experience, make me feel very nervous for the 2nd one.

MAGICIAN

2010-03-31T20:35:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum

Recently, I love to make fun of Aiman. Bukannya apa, his curiousity tu terlampau-lampau sekarang ni. So, once he was so naughty, I always said to him that I'll do magic so that he will pay attention to me.. So, for now, I had two situation where my big boy will amazed of my magic show.. Huhu, kira-kira macam magician lah ni :).

Situation 1:

Aiman loves to watch Disney Channel. One day, once we select the chanel, it appeared: "Siaran anda sedang dikemaskini. Sila letakkan decoder anda dalam mode stand by bagi membolehkan ianya dikemaskini". Lebih kurang macam ni lah tulisan yang appear on tv. So, Aiman requested to watch his favourite cartoon, Mr. Bean. So, what I did, I off the decoder and off the tv while I perform my Isya' prayer. I said to him; "Aiman tunggu tau.. Mama tgh buat magic. Sat lagi lps mama sembahyang, mesti boleh tengok Disney Chanel". He waited eagerly and keep asking his Wan, is it the right time to open the the tv. After performing my prayer, I on the decoder and tv and tadaa, the chanel is back. Aiman was very happy and said, "Macam mana mama buat magic.. Mama pandai lah".. Eventough, it is the praise from my little boy, I felt really happy that he appreciated what I did.. (Kalaulah dia dah besar dan tahu yang mama dia hanya ikut arahan on the tv screen, mesti dia kata mama telah mempermainkan dia.. Wakakaka)

Situation 2:

Aiman love to eat egg especially fried egg. The problem is he refuses to eat the yellow egg. One day, he requested to eat fried egg with rice. He orderred "Mama, Aiman nak telur dengan nasi. Tak mo telur kuning tau". So, what I did, I fried the egg thinly (make the egg spread in the frying pan), and let the yellow one half fried (telur kuning tu still cair). Once I fed him, I put the halfly fried yellow egg into his rice and top up with white egg. He didn't notice the difference in the taste. In the end, he ate all part of the egg. I said to him, "Ermm, magickan..? Telur kuning dah hilang.. " Aiman said, "Mama buat magic ek...? Mama pandailah buat magic.. Macammana mama buat..?" Huhu, Aiman Aiman.. Mmg kelakar ok!!

AMMAR'S BIRTHDAY BASH

2010-03-29T01:26:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum,

Dear all, I'm back... Alhamdullilah, after 3 weeks that were very intensed, I finally got my own sweet space again.

Yesterday was my little boy 1st birthday.. Happy birthday, sayang.. I can still remember the day I was induced, and now, my boy is a big boy already.. Sob2.. Oklah, malas dah nak emo. So, layanzzz these pics.. Let the pics tell a story k.

The decorations..

Aiman was very excited. He woke up early and offered himself for bath!! Biasanya kalo tak tengahari jangan harap nak mandi..

The cake.. Aiman's favourite movie. The Cars by Disney Pixars

Taraaa.. There is my sweetie boy.. Happy 1st birthday sayang!!

The guests.. Sian kena makan dkt luar.. Rumah kecik, nak buat cam mana..

The zorro boy

Us!!

Ooh ya, tomorrow I will start the yoga class. I'm excited yet nervous.. To UniMAPians, if u're interested in yoga, belly dance or aerobic, private massage me k or email me.. llagi ramai lagi bagus, so I ada geng nak p.. Semangat skit.. Ermm, really hope my 1st class will not be the last class.. Aminnn..

MALAS

2010-03-09T18:29:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Last week, I attended progress presentation of Final Year Project (FYP) for the 2 problematic students. (Actually, only 1. Another 1,supervisor dia yang hampeh..). So, to make this story short, I asked this student, "What happened to you? You used to be a good student before.." Actually his a 2nd class upper student. he was doing quite well until he entered his final year. He purposely doing nothing and escaped all the discussions with his supervisor. And, during that day, he refused to prepare any pp for presentation.. Punyalah besar kepala...

Once he heard my question,he looked back at me and say, " Saja jer, MALAS". His words really burst out my temper. I keep on asking him why, and he keep on saying that his doing nothing sebab malas.. Ya Allah, how can people help you, you don't even want to help yourself. Me, myself easily get angry with people who are not utilizing all the given oppurtunities to excel.

Why? I did mentioned to all of you that my late father passed away during my third year of study. From the sweetie pie type of person, I changed myself to be a firm yet responsible daughter to my beloved mother. FYI, during the last year of my study, I had to went back home (Seremban) from Penang every 2 weeks just to make sure my mom is happy. I need to pay bills, do grocery and etc., just because my mother used to be very very dependent to his hubby. Kelam kabutlah mana nak settle kan FYP mana nak balik jaga mak. That's why, once this spoil brat said he is lazy, tersirap darah dengar. You can be lazy because you have everything in this world where as other person had to burn midnight candle just to make sure they can be successful or to be better person!!

UPDATES

2010-03-01T21:36:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Finally, my new entry is posted. Yeay!! Its been quite a while I didn't manage my blog very well. Huhu, actually lots of things to share especially my weekend activities.

Last entry, I did mentioned about Bengkel Penulisan Buku at Sg. Petani. Alhamdullilah, the workshop went very well except for the sickness we had after the workshop. Almaklumlah, we are having extreme hotness in Northern, so tersakitlah kami, huhu. For the sake of sharing, here are the link of photos during the workshop;

http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=1659593152#!/album.php?aid=40219&id=1659593152

And here are the leisure activities.. What else? Its a swimming time. Happy viewing!!

With my colleagues, their son and nephew

My volumemize sweetheart, huhu.

Adik was having fever tapi bab bab berendam ni x boleh dipisahkan.

Last two weekend, I had a leisure and relaxing weekend!! To spice up the weekend, my hubby insisted to cook Nasi Ayam that is super delecious. 2 thumb up for him!! Nasiblah ada hubby yg rajin masak, nak harapkan isteri, kempunanlah jawabnya.. Huhu.

Special recipe :)

Auxilary dishes

Last week, I attended a friend wedding reception at Timah Tasoh Resort. It happened to be very nice, elegant and gardenly reception. I went there with my mom, kids and bibik. The bride (my friend lah ni), is super duper gorgeous. Really like the make up, dress and Pelamin. Kalau lah boleh kawin lagi skali,huhu. Don't misunderstood me, marry with the same person of course!!

Love the theme, turquise & white.

The bride&grom are very charming!

Guess who took these pics? Its Aiman. Tulah sebab semua half jer..

In order to get my anak dara's figure back, I bought myself a bike!! So, last week, I've started riding with Aiman. Yeay!!

I forgot to take some pics of the bike. Here is the illustrated drawing, chewaah.. Warna gold, similar to Aiman's bike.

So, that's how I spent last three weekend.. Time flies very fast these days.. We are entrying March and EAC's visit are coming very soon. Glurrpp...

10.2.2010

2010-02-09T19:29:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum,

This week my spirit of working burst.. Siap tukar baju blog lagi.. Huhu (ni tak termasuk dlm working k).

10.2.2010, ermmm.. It is not my birthday or hubby's or neither the kids.. Today is our BigBoss birthday.

"Selamat hari Lahir Dato'. Semoga panjang umur, sihat sentiasa dan murah rezeki. Alway surrounded by the beloved people of yours."

Ini bukan ayat bodek k. I respect him very much. The way he think, react and handle all kinds of problems sangat saya kagumi. Go go Dato', UniMAP's is so lucky to have u as our leader. And I just know that ramai sebenarnya yang lahir pada hari ini juga. hihi. Below are the list:

1) My best friend's hubby. Baru kawin Puan ini.

2) Buah hati of my schoolmate.. Anak dia ok!!.

3) Daughter of my uni mate..

Ramaikan dan semuanya saya just realize pagi nih.. hihi. Dan kawan2, tomorrow I'm off to Sg. Petani. Having Bengkel Penulisan Buku there. My kid (Aiman lah ni) dah buat wishlist activities while staying there for 4 days. YEAY!!! Kira cam holiday lah gak kan. Ermm, lama tak p holiday... (actually baru 2 bulan, huhuhu).

Note: Actually, I',m in the mood of holiday. Ni yang jadi macam nih. Hihi.

DARK CIRCLE

2010-02-01T19:16:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum,

I used to have this problem since zaman sekolah lagi.. Org kata sebab kurang tido.. For me, byk mana tido pun tetap ada, kalau kurang tido, it will become more obvious. Even my dermatologist said it is genetic and I think she's correct!!! (Sbb sendiri tak tau reason dia, hihi). But, I think, it had been reduced drastically compared to my study time (time nih tak da duit nk beli eye cream, wakaka)

Why am I so concern about this matter eventough I've faced it long ago...? Here is the story.

Yesterday, after class, one of final year student came to my office. He wanted to buy book. Ok, fine lah.. Yang tak tahannya tu, before he left, he said, "Puan, puan tak cukup tido ek..? Mata Puan bengkak.." Dalam hati I, "U all ni, tak cukup dgn jerawat nak complain (one time bila ada jerawat pun depa tgr jugak!!), mata bengkak pun complain jugak!! Benci k!!".. Student student, sungguh tak da kerja. Lecturer is human too dear.. Ada masa ada jerawat, ada masa tak cukup tido and ada masa menangis gak. Life is like a rollercoaster k..!!

This is the main reason lately why I had lack of sleep!! Si kecik ni suka wake up at 4.30am and ajak main. Kalo mama tak jaga, nanti he will make his move to his Abg. daripada dua2 jaga, baiklah sorang jer kan.. huhu

Ni gamba without make.. Taklah teruk sangat kan my dark circle..? Please say yes, hihi.

Note: Asal ntah emo sgt.. Wakakaka..

OUR HOUSE :)

2010-01-24T19:34:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdullilah, akhirnya ada gak masa terluang utk update blog yang dh berabuk ni.. Huhu, last two weeks adalah week yang sgt pack.. Actually sekarang ni pun, tapi lega skit sbb external examiner tgh kelebet fail dkt bilik fail, so tak yah temankan dia.. Sebenarnya, byk yg nak share. But for this post, I would like to introduce our house.. Hihi, rumah yang duduk sekarang ni rumah universiti, baru nak beli sendiri. Dah lama minat rumah ni and alhamdullilah, last two weeks I called and she said one more left. Tanpa berfikir panjang, kami terus confirm utk ambik. Rumah ni dah 80% siap. So, enjoy these pics k. Mana2 yang dr Perlis, rasa2nya tahu di mana letaknya umah ni.. hihi.

Aiman@Hall

Dapur and partition utk letak mesin basuh

Bilik tido Utama (Tingkat 3). Selim melim lh kami selepas ini.. hihi

Toilet tingkat 2

Toilet tingkat 3

Lupa nk snap gamba keseluruhan umah. Tgk kt banner ni jelah ek.. Hihi

UPDATES

2010-01-09T23:40:00.000-08:00

Assamualaikum all,

Lama kan x update.. Mcm-mcm yang nk kna buat bila tahun baru ni.. Here are the quick updates. (Kalo ada yg tunggu lah kn.. hihi). As I wrote in the last entry, we were having a short break in Penang. Very short k, 2 days and 1 night. Bagus gak cuti kejab2 ni, langkah penjimatan sebelum wallet menjadi sgt kempis walaupun mmg kempis tiap-tiap bulan.. hihi

Here are some pics which was dh basi kn sebab dh upload pn dlm fb. So, layan those pics, k.

Abg eating twisties..

Xmas eve @ Northam Hotel.

Abg posed with his superman's suit. I bought it from bazaar.

Sambil tunggu mak shopping. Ooo, I really need to sit up 100 times a day.. Don't u think..?

My hubby decided to convert one of the space in my house as the boys' playard. So, here is the result. We are planning to repaint the wall. InsyaAllah, by this week.. hihi

Ok, sempena tahun aru ni, I would like to wish HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS.. Dh basi ek..? hihi. What are ur resolutions..? For myself, here they are;

1) Dapat cuti belajar end of this year

2) Want to produce three books and 2 journals that listed in ISI or Scopus (Sungguh tinggi cita-citaku, hihih)

3) Want to do the best for accredatation.. Harap2 the programme of Environmental Engineering will be accredated. Amin. (Kalo dapat , mmg hadiah paling best b4 study leave)

4) Nk kurus kn badan, eh silap.. Nk kuruskan bahagian2 tertentu.. hihi

5) Nk jadi momma yang terbaik utk Abg n Adik.

6) Nk serve and entertain hubby lbh baik dr tahun lepas.

7) Nk simpan duit .. (tiap2 tahun resolution ni tak berjaya.. I include skali lagi.. hihi)

Cukuplah, banyak sgt nnti tak leh achieve lak.. Ok then, share with me what the resolutions of yours.. mana tau boleh include dlm my list gak ker.. Hihi.

BUBUR ASSYURA

2009-12-23T05:31:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum,

I think its not too late for me to wish all of you, Salam Maal Hijrah. This two weeks, sgt sibukkk k. With tons of works to be done before EAC accreditation and SIRIM audit including kerja-kerja terkejut-tergempaq yang diberi, memang pressure. Last week juga, me and my family, went back to Kemaman, Terengganu (my hubby's hometown) for my BIL's wedding. His bride mengingatkan I kepada kisah kami masa zaman bercinta dulu. Kenapa..? Sebabnya the bride look alike my hubby's 'teman tapi mesra' type of friend. Hihi, tidak perlulah dipanjangkan lagi. Paham-paham sendirilah yer,hihi.

Ok, back to the title, today at my faculty, we were having gotong royong and bubur assyura cooking. The ladies incharged cooking Assyura and guys incharged of gotong-royong and menyiang ikan keli. Lama tak gather dgn colleagues cam ni, asyik terperap je dkt bilik. Sesekali dpt sembang dgn depa, mmg best and the best part rasa diri sungguh ketinggalan, especially bab2 gossip ni... huhuhu. Ok, malas dh nk tulis lagi, layan those pics k.

Note: Tomorrow we are going to Penang. Hooray, its Y.E.S time.

Some of my colleagues preparing the ingredients

Di awalan, the ingredients are santan, tepung beras, jagung, garam n gula

Then, we insert al the kekacang(kacang merah, kacang tanah, kacang kuda, kacang hijau, sagu & jagung)

Selepas siap di masak

The guys were working on those kelis

TERIMA KASIH CICAK!

2009-12-09T21:45:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Aiman my elder son, was very hard to put into sleep (sapa-sapa yang dekat ngan dia confirm tahu tabiat dia nih..). Sometimes, it really make me tense once you has to wake up early the next moning to attend senamrobik (7.30 am dh terpacak dkt multipurpose court ok..) and when his papa is not around! Last week, his papa was away again to Uzbekistan. So, 1 night ( a day after his papa went abroad), while trying or persuading Aiman to bed, suddenly a cicak make his famous sound "Cak, cak, cak" (bayangkan ni bunyi cicak k). Aiman was shocked (sbb dia takut semua serangga and animals) and we had this conversation:

Aiman: Bunyi apa tu..? (Walau pun dia dh tau bunyi cicak.)
Mama: Bunyi cicak lah. Napa..? Aiman takut ka..? (Suddenly, a naughty idea came to my mind).
Aiman: Takut...
Mama: Cicak tu marah dekat abg.. Sbb abg tak mau tdo.. Dia mmg suka tegur org yang lambat
tdo..

Can you guess what happen next..?

Terus pejam mata and asked for susu, hihi.

Kelam kabut he take his milk bottle and close his eye. HOORAYYY, my trick works, cuma tak sangka that soon. Huhuhu, alhamdulillah, since then, dia tak lah tido terlalu lewat sbb takut cicak marah...Sampai nak ambik botol susu pun,tak boleh bukak mata sebab takut kena marah dengan cicak, boleh..? hihihi

Lately, Ammar's health is not very good. He just recovered from diarhea and fever. Baru nak montel skit, sakit lah pulak. Alhamdullilah, now he is recovering, makan pun dh lalu.

He had his nap after having perang saudara of medication's feeding..

To my beloved honey, thank you for the ole2 you brought home (walau pun not from Uzbek). Lovely!! Sayang dkt you. Hihi, bolehlah belanja sleep wear ammar and aiman that I ordered online. (Credit to my new blogging friend, Anne for the info on the sleep wear).

RIADAH

2009-12-02T00:56:00.000-08:00

Assamualaikum,

Last Aidiladha was the worst raya celebration for us.. hihihi.. why..? We (me, Aiman, Ammar n bibik, my hubby had to organize the international students' raya celebration) went to only 1 house in the morning and went back home and Zzzzzz.... Nasiblah, di sebelah petang, my hubby ajak jugak p umah kawan dia ( I requested nk p petang sebab malam, ada Nur Kasih Finale, hihi).. and di sebelah malam his friend buat lawatan balas.. So, begitulah kesudahan raya ku.. Gamba pun tak ambik..

So, to fulfill the rest days yang jarang2 dapat 3 hari tu, I suggested we do something healthy.. so we decided dengan beriadah.. for 2 days (saturday and sunday), we went to Denai Larian to get sweat!!

Aiman is the most excited person. He brought his new bike and cycled there. Once you asked, "Aiman nak p mana..?", he will answered, "Aiman pegi exercise....". Satu lagi, sekarang di Perlis musim hujan. So, I said to Aiman, "Kalo hujan, we have to cancel our plan to exercise k.." and then, he answered, "Ya Allah, mintak2 tak hujan", sambil tadah tangan (like we perform our doa). Cuteness!!

Mama make use of this time to jog.. Serius pancit, dh 1 tahun tak jog.. huhuhu. My mom bawak Ammar jalan2 dgn stroller.. Bibik jadi penjaga setia Aiman.. That's how we spent our quality times.. Yang pasti best!! Boleh buat lagi..

Notice the redness at his cheek. He fall from his bike, sbb asyik meng'usha' orang. Hihi

Adik really enjoyed his first trip to denai larian, Kangar.

Mama dgn Aiman yang slenga bila bergambar.

For papa, if you happened to read my blog, Aiman rindu sangatttt dekat you.. I felt really sad, once he said he want to be with you. Macam I tak cukup bagus jer untuk dia.. I hope he'll be ok. So, please, lain kali if you just travel abroad (for long duration), reject another job that need you to be away for quite sometimes.. Kesian dkt depa k, huhuhu.

MY BEST FRIEND'S WEDDING

2009-11-20T17:15:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Now, I'm at Northam Hotel suite, Penang; marking the exam paper.. Rasa bosan, so apa lagi.. blogging lah.. This entry is specially dedicated to my best buddy; AMALIA ABU BAKAR. Terharu tak..?Hihi.

Last week, I went back to Seremban for a very special occasion to attend.. Hihi, it was my best friend's wedding. I reached my hometown on Friday and during that time is the akad time.. I really want to see the moment when my best buddy changed her status tapi memikirkan dengan jeans yang sendat tak kan nak masuk majlis macam tu kan.. So, I waited untill that holy ceremoy finished.. Only at night, I went there.

Esoknya, is the kenduri. I went there quite late.... Hujan all the day. Hujan rahmat tuh.. According to Amalia's mother, the rainy day is caused by us.. Sebab dari kejauhan yang amat sangat (Perlis), sanggup balik ke Seremban to attend her daughter's wedding. Hihi, ye lah agaknya. So, that day I met my freinds (ex-SHAMSIANS).. Seronok oo, bukan selalu dapat jumpa.

Overall, I can say that the wedding was perfect.. With the cak lempong instruments, the wedding transformed to very traditional yet exclusive.. To my best friend Amalia;

Selamat Pengantin Baru, semoga kekal ke akhir hayat.. sabar banyak2 and selamat bertolak ansur.. Once, you're married, you're not always right anymore.. dan satu lagi, Aiman and Ammar nak kawan lh.. Cepat2 dapat baby k.. hihihi.

Tak nampak lah pulak muka pengantin, tapi nampak pelamin kan.. Kira ok lah tu :)

Upacara potong kek.

Finally, I love you very much.. may our friendship last forever.. Mmmuaaassss

Ni apa citer lak ni..? Hihihi, dalam orang sibuk-sibuk kemas budak berdua ni sempat lagi enter the frame.

Serius sungguh pengantin lelaki..Hihih

Nota: Rasa sedih lak tetiba.. rasa macam hilang tempat mengadu lepas ni.. Selalunya, bila ada problem I will called her anytime tapi sekarang kena berpada-pada especially weekend.. hihi.. but dont misjudge, I really really happy for her.. Cuma ter sensitip skit jer.. I think, she must had this feeling during my wedding 4 years ago..

I MADE A LIST

2009-11-10T21:27:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum,

I'm in the middle of JPA meeting and felt very boring.. So I made a list.. A list of what..? A list of my life before and after my new post as Program Chairman of Environmental Engineering;

Before:

1. I can had my breakfast calmly without rushing back to office.

2. I always went late to office.

3. I rarely attend meeting, so I had enough time to do all my works including gossiping.

4. I love everything about my office, work and everything.

After

1. Breakfast must be done quick and light so my weight had lost another 1 kg.. good ha..?, no need to diet.

2. I HAD to come early to office, kalo tak attendance merah. Dah lh my 2nd son wake up on 5.00 a.m. and my 1st son slept at 12.00 a.m., so how many hours of sleep I got..?

3. My life is full with meeting.. byg kn pagi dan ptg meeting.. so, a week I had to attend 5 meetings that mean 1 meeting per day.. so bila masa nk buat kije..? HELP!!!

4. I hate to work in my new office.. bkn sbb x lawa, tp I love my small room that I had all my privacy there.. Sob, sob.. Can the Program chairman used their own room..? hihihi

5. I learnt to be very patient once 1 meeting is taking up to 4-5 hours.. Boleh kah manusia berfikir dengan kerap dalam jangka masa yang begitu lama..?

My new office.. Besar tapi I missed my old room. :(

In conclusion, I missed my plain life before.. WAAAA... Abg, tolong...!!!! Really stressed right now.. :(

MY BOYFRIENDs

2009-11-04T18:39:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Make this entry short. Let's the pics tell the story.. Hihi, to Abg, if you happened to open my blog, this is for you.. Latest pics of the kids... My best boyfriendS ever.. Enjoy..

Latest pic of adik.. Tembam sungguh.. Kuat makan.. hihi

Notice the mosquito bite.. debush2 dkt bibik sbb tak spray dulu swing before letak Ammar

Abg yang perasan kecik.. Nasib walker adik thn utk abg yang berat 20 kg ++.. Hihi

Tidak lupa juga kekasih hati...

We miss you badly...

KENA TINGGAL LAGI :(...

2009-11-01T16:11:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum semua,

Starting from today, my hubby will be out station for TWO WEEKS. He doing his research in Asian country including; Vietnam,Thailand and Philippines (ada ke..?). Sob Sob.., sedih tau kena jadi single parent for this two weeks.. Hope semuanya ok. He left at 7.20 this morning.. penat control air mata (sebenarnya malu kalo mak nampak.. hihih) tapi air mataku tumpah juga bila melihat ada surprise menanti di dalam kereta.. A card.. Bukanlah tak pernah dapat card, tapi the words inside the card make me cry.. I would like to share them with you all...

Simple card but meaningful thoughts :P

My dear lovely wife,

'No one else can
really know
how you're feeling
at the moment,
but sometimes
knowing others care
and are thinking of you
may be a source of strength
and comfort.'

'Wishing you better

days ahaead, and

hoping it helps you

to know that you're

always close in thought.'

In the card, he did attach a book mark that is also very meaningful that make me melt.. Hihihi..;

YOU

I want you to know
that wherever I go,

I always think of you.

I want you to know

that you're on my mind

and you're in my heart,

too...

I want to say

that I like the way

you are every day...

but mostly

I want to say

I love you.

To abg, I hope you will had a pleasant journey and take care of yourself there..

To me, hope that everyting will be ok.. 'Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan hambamu ini...Amin'.

Jangan asyik layan blues, p buat kerja sebab SAR Report nk kna hantar by this week.. Hihihi

Sedih :(

HAPDET..

2009-10-22T20:46:00.000-07:00

Salam,

It is some times after the last issue.. hihi, bz skit. So many to share, sampai dah tak ingat nak citer mana satu dulu.. ok, let's start with the lastest one k. Last Wednesday, I followed my hubby to Penang. He had a function there, so apa lagi.. Accomodation dah free, save budget. Dipendekkan citer, he went for work and we went for shopping.. hehe.

On da way to Penang

Love this shot.. can capture abg n adik in one snap, walau pun tempat tak sama.. hihi

Ada ke patut.. Beli untuk adik.. abg yg lebey...

Hubby entertaining Ammar..

Tak der lah shopping manyak sangat.. Bukan nak citer pasal shopping.. What's making this trip is so special is that for the first time in my life I went to Hard Rock Cafe.. and first time also tinggalkan anak untuk p dating... hihihi..Bkn pergi depan pintu je tau (yg itu dh banyak kali..), tp I went inside and had a drink with my hubby and his staffs. Nasib baik p ramai kalo tidak making me the only one who wear hijab there.. hihihi.. Any way, good experienced! Bila nak p lagi..? The answer is no more..hahaha..

The drink is super delicious.. and the name is Berrilicious.. hihi

Senyum:)

Gamba ramai-ramai.. Sorry the quality of the pic is not very good.

Lagi satu ingat tak last few entry, I did share that something yang meresahkan jiwa.. I received the letter that confirmed the thing... This is the letter..

To hubby, I hope with this new post, I can be able to serve you as usual. I hope you do be patient with me.. You tahu kan bila I bengang, I selalu macam mana.. I think I akan selalu macam tu kot.. hihihi.. Harap tak emo sangat..

To mak, adik had extra work to do.. so maybe you have to take care for Ammar a little longer next time.. Harap mak leh tahan ngan kerenah Ammar a little longer.

To Aiman and Ammar, mama will try my very best to spend my as many as my time to both of you.. Mama, love you both very much..

To all of you, thank you very much for being very supportive to me.. I LOVE ALL OF YOU VERY MUCH....

BEING APART

2009-10-06T21:54:00.000-07:00

Salam,

Including today it was two days since my hubby left to KL atttending PECIPTA '09. What is PECIPTA? It is a prestige competition of new product or invention that held once in two years. Started to miss him at the night he left.. huhu.. Bukan lah tak biasa kena tinggal (padahal, before this leh kira berapa hari my hubby ada di rumah.. hehe), maybe we've get used of he's availability since Ramadhan.. So nak kena mula balik di'tinggal'kan tu rasa payah lak.. :(

Anyway, I wish him GOOD LUCK for his product.. Hopefully, he win something there. 'Good Luck Sayang.. Menang nnti belanja I makan k.. hehehe'. I pun dah list kan bengbarang yang hendak di beli.. wakkaka.. yelah dah kena tinggal, confirm lah ada upah kan.. apa barangnya...? Adalah... hihihi.

Ok, enough about that.. I wanted to share other news.. Sangat mengecewakan ok.. My boss didn't approve my request for further study this year. Why..? He called me and said; "Azian, ratio pelajar dengan student is just nice 1 lec: 15 students. If you left, the ratio of lecs will be smaller. And you now right, we're facing the team of accreditation next year. So, I'll let you go as early as June next year..." Waa... sedih ni :(.. Bukan itu sahaja, ada yang lebih membebankan dari rejection tadi, but I cannot reveal that until it is confirmed.. Berita kedua yang sangat membebankan kepala itu, telah sangat berjaya membuat hati dan jiwa tidak tenang.. "Ya Allah, Engkau Maha Mengetahui, maka jadikanlah jalan ini adalah ketentuan terbaik buatku dan keluarga ku. Berikan aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi segala dugaan-Mu Ya Allah. Amin".

Note 1: Alhamdullilah, after some times, my first ilmiah's book had been published by Penerbit UniMAP. XOXO to all the teams. Lain kali kita joint venture lagi, hope tak serik k.. Hehehe.

Hopefully, akan banyak lagi buku-buku macam ni di masa hadapan. InsyaAllah..

Note 2: Remembering the moments of last two years, where I never failed to enter the ITEX (International Technology Exhibition). Konon-konon tahun ni nak sambung belajar lah kan. Malas nk masuk. hehe.

My product was being jugde at Geneva. My hubby as representative sebab I'm in maternity leave. Sedey kan tak dpt p...? Hehe, maybe some other times. Yang penting dah menang, bronze. Alhamdulillah.. Thanks abg for presenting it well.

BAJU BARU

2009-10-01T23:59:00.001-07:00

Salam,

Today is the laziest day of my life.. Could not fight the laziness yang telah singgah since pagi td.. Lucky, the classes are almost over.. So, less job to be done.. Untuk menghilangkan rasa bosan, I change the 'baju' of this blog.. Hihihi.. Nampaklah lain sikit kan.. Hari-hari asyik sama jer :P

AIDILFITRI 2009

2009-09-28T18:47:00.000-07:00

Salam semua,

Raya tahun ni sungguh lah heaven sebab bercuti lama.. huhuhu.. So, cutinya lama, banyak juga lah tempat yang dituju. Bermula dengan;

Perlis ke Seremban

Seremban ke Mentakab

Mentakab ke Kemaman

Kemaman ke Mentakab
Mentakab ke Seremban

dan

Seremban ke Perlis.

Overall, alhamdullilah, raya tahun ni sangat meriah. Me and Ammar terkena jangkitan flu, so kami beraya dalam keadaan sengau.. huhuhu.. yang lain alhamdullilah, dipermudahkan semua urusan oleh Yang Berkuasa. Here, are some pics taken before and after raya untuk tatapan semua. Semoga Hari raya anda semua juga meriah and bahagia.. Amin..

Jalan-jalan di Seremban

On da way ke Kemaman dari Seremban

Selamat hari Raya semua, maaf zahir dan batin!!!

RAMADHAN

2009-09-09T21:52:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum semua,

Lama kan tak update blog..? Bulan ramadhan ni masa terhad dan tambah lak keje pun melambak.. tp alhamdullilah, skang dah lega skit.. Tak sebuzy minggu2 lepas.. So apa citer ek..? Banyak story mory yang nak share kita p satu persatu k;

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1) DEMAM CAMPAK

Awal ramadhan lepas, Ammar suddenly got fever. His temperature shoot to 38 degree C. punyalah mama and papa risau. So, we brought him to Dr. Iqbal to perform some medical test (skang kan musim H1N1, takut gak kan..). The doc said his is perfectly ok accept for he had a fever. So, doc kata bagi PCM jer lah.. 1 hari, 2 hari, tak jugak baik2.. Petang khamis tu, ruam dia dh start kuar, and kemuncaknya, on that night, Ammar langsung tak mau tdo.. Merengek sepanjang malam.. Kami dah tak tau nk buat apa dah.. Dia tido pun paling lama 1 jam pas tu nangis lagi.. N the scary parts is that dia start terkejut-kejut. (By this time suhu dia tak tinggi pun, tapi panas di dalam agaknya..). Esoknya, mama dia kalutlah suruh papa p cari air tawar / jampi . Papa n his friend searched for the air, and by tgh hari air tu dh ada dkt umah. We used that air utk buat susu and basahkan kepala and badan dia.. Alhamdullilah, petang tu Ammar dah boleh senyum and sembang mcm biasa.. Lama tak dgr Ammar sembang (maklumlah, dah seminggu demam.). So, mama and papa pn sangggatttt lega.. Alhamdulilah..

Time ni tgh demam lagi tapi ruam belum keluar.

Ruam sudah menguasai lil Ammar

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2) NEW 1

During this fasting month jugak, I started my dietary programme.. Chewaahhh.. I bought Herbal Life starter pack that consist of tea, formula 1 drink and protien. Nak kata skang jn gemuk sangat tu dak lah.. tapi seluar dolu2 tu tak leh pakai lah kan.. Paham2 jer lah maksudnya.. So, dengan nekadnya terpaksa cari something that can boosted my metabolism.. huhu.. So, alhamdulilah, dah seminggu makan kesannya pun dh nampak.. berat dah turun 2 kgs, waist pn dh mengecil sebnayak 1 and 1/2 inches and punggung (part yang bermasalah, huhuhu) dah kurang 2 inches.. Best kan..? huhuh..

Ni lah.. rangkaian herbal life yang di ambil.. Serius sedap.. nyum2.

3) NEW 2

Alhamdulilah, bulan posa ni jugak kete baru I sampai.. Kete apa..? huhuhuhu... type of car- mpv (of course lah kan, ahli keluarga dh bertambah.. kenalah carik yg besar skit).. So, I bought Proton Ezora.. warna hitam.. plat kete.. retain plat dulu... huhu..

Inilah rupa keretanya...

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Itu lah serba sedikit yang berlaku sepanjang 3 minggu nih.. Rasa-rasanya blog ni akan di update selepas raya laks.. Kami bercuti raya selama 2 minggu.. Cuti, tak hengat..!!! Di sini jugak nak ambik peluang mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri dan Maap Zahir dan Batin kepada semua kenalan, kawan, sedara mara, best friend dan sebagainya... Halalkan ya, kalo ada termakan atau terminum k.. See you on next entry.. Bye..

4 YEARS AS HUSBAND AND WIFE

2009-08-22T17:58:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum,

Last thursday was our 4th aniversary.. I received a bag of gift together with a card and the best part of all, the gift were located in my car. In the morning, once I got into my car, I saw it.. Surprise!! Punyalah berbunga-bunga hati.. Thank you abang for the gift.. So, that's my husband. He is full with suprises and of course romantic.. :) (Confirm, kawan-kawan dia pecah perut bila baca ayat ni..hahaha)

We've planned for a special lunch date but it was cancelled last minute due to the death of UniMAP's students cause by terrible accident near by Kangar. So, the lunch date was potponed to Friday. We went to Sri Padani restaurant because I wanted so much to eat chinese food. Here,the foods were yummy!! This lunch date boleh dikategorikan sekali sebagai sambutan kecil sempena Ramadhan gak lah kan.. Here are the few pics of the food..

Asparagus goreng sambal dan ayam goreng cili. Ikan tiga rasa (menu wajib ni...)

Udang goreng baba nyonya

Why our pics were not included...? Huhu, we're solving an arguments..hahaha.. Biasalah kan, suami isteri.. Kadang-kadang tu ada perkara yang boleh diselesaikan bila berdua jer.. so nilah masanya.. Tipulah kalau orang kata ada marriage yang sentiasa aman.. No fights no argumets!! Usually, lepas argument, relationship akan lebih rapat dan mesra.. That's applied to me.. tak tau lah you all..

Mengimbau kembali time mula-mula kenal dulu.. We've had been dating together for about 9 years.. That's mean, 5 years after dated we got married. Huhu.. alhamdullilah, so much things we had gone through together.. I still remembered during our 1st year of coupling, lots of my friends and his friend objected our relationship due to lots lots of differences in our character. They said we were not meant for each other.. Macam-macam cakap orang yang tak larat kami nak dengar.. cuma berdoa agar our relationship diberkati hingga ke jinjang pelamin (masa tu lah.. sekarang doa nya hingga ke akhir hayat..Huhuhu).. and I remembered there was a song sang by Shania Twain; 'You're the One' that describe our situation that time.

(When I first saw you, I saw love. And thefirst time you touched me, I felt love. Andafter all this time, you're still the one I love.)

Looks like we made it

Look how far we've come my baby

We mighta took the long way

We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"

But just look at us holding on

We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss goodnight

Ain't nothin' better

We beat the odds together

I'm glad we didn't listen

Look at what we would be missin

'They said, "I bet they'll never make it"

But just look at us holding on

We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss goodnight

(You're still the one)You're still the one I run to

The one that I belong to

You're still the one I want for life

(You're still the one)You're still the one that I love

The only one I dream of

You're still the one I kiss goodnight

I'm so glad we made it

Look how far we've come my baby

To my hubby, this song is for you.. "I Love you very much and i am very very grateful for what we have now. Mudah-mudahan kehidupan kita sekeluarga sentiasa dirahmati Allah dan kita akan kekal bersama hingga ke akhir hayat.. Menghadapi susah senang bersama... Amin"

Here is the link for the clips; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WXtc-TH0Iv4

Selamat menonton dan layan!!

WEEKEND TO WEKEEND UPDATE

2009-08-18T19:57:00.000-07:00

Salam,

Last weekend UniMAP was having his 4th convocation at Dewan 2020. Me was appointed as usher atau nama lainnya penyambut tetamu..Huhu, actually i felt very relieved after being appointed as an usher.. Why? Lega beb, kalau tidak kena pakai jubah dan tunggu sampai habis. Tak mampu rasanya.. Haha.

For this year, UniMAP had the first 2 session of convocation. Only 2 session? Huhu, we are new university, so later insyaAllah the session will slowly increase.. Back to my story, as an usher, we were given a beautiful costume, however due to the missing of my camera's charger (tak dapat dikesan ok!!), no pictures were taken. Kalau tak mesti best..dah macam penyanyi nasyid ni.. (sebab baju sama, haha)

Nothing much to say on my duty day. Having a chat with the parents, students, tauke bunga and of course my colleagues. But one thing did touch my heart... During the second session, I saw one couple, both are very old and weak were brought inside the hall by the usher. They wanted very much to attend and watch their youngest daugter's graduated. Just imagine.. Sesusah mana pun sanggup dihadapi demi anak-anak tercinta. Berpanas, bersesak menanti giliran masuk ke dalam dewan, bertolak-tolak.. "Saya kagum pada pakcik dan makcik..," nak je cakap macam tu pada diaorang tapi tak terkeluar.. so, I say it here. Mampukah kita sebagai anak untuk menandingi atau setidak-tidaknya cuba membalas jasa mereka..?

Of course, during convocation, lots of joy and happiness were shared. Tetapi masa ini juga selalu berlaku bencana-bencana yang tidak diundang. As for UniMAP, one of our staff (lecturer from material school) died while driving back from her convocation in UTM. I didn't know her very much but she did left some message in my chat box (her nick name is Alin). Takziah kepada keluarga dan tunangnya. Semoga rohnya ditempatkan bersama-sama orang-orang yang beriman. Amin.

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Ok, why was the title for this entry 'weekend to weekend update'? Instead of updating the story for the last weekend, I wanted also to update for the last two weekend.. Why so late..? Well my dear, I've been buzy with my life..Chewaah, yo yo oo jer.. sebab sebenarnya adalah I've to wait for my hubby to upload the pics, as my camera's charger tak dpt dikesan.

Last two week, we (satu family) went to visit our big boss at his house.. Actually my hubby had something to do there.. So here are some pics taken there.

Then, we went to our friend's house in Mata Ayer. She just delivered a beautiful baby boy. Congratulation for them and welcome to parenthood.

P/S: Tomorrow is my 4th aniversary. Looking forward for it.. Huhu.

KEHILANGAN

2009-08-13T19:43:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum semua,

Terpanggil saya untuk menulis (atau lebih tepat menaip) entry kali ni bila mendapat berita kematian Ustaz Asri (Rabbani) tengahhari semalam. Memang mengejutkan!! Saya tak kenal atau lebih tepat tidak pernah berjumpa dengan beliau cuma meminati beliau dari jauh..

Setiap kali mendengar kes kematian mengejut ni, selalu buat saya teringat dan perasaan takut 6 tahun lalu muncul semula.. Apa terjadi 6 tahun lalu? 6 tahun lalu, arwah ayah saya pergi meninggal kami sekeluarga dalam keadaan yang saya rasa sangat pantas. Apa tidaknya, masa tu saya sedang bersedia menghadapi peperiksaan akhir di tahun 3 (pada tahun 2003). Mak menelefon pada Jumaat malam dan beritahu saya yang ayah sakit dan kalau ada masa baliklah... 'Sakit..? tapi baru sekejab bercakap dengan ayah dan dia masih boleh gelak-gelak lagi.. Biar betul..?' Itu cuma apa yang ada dalam kepala jer, yang keluar cuma ungkapan "Ya, adik ambik tiket sekarang!". Tak kisahlah final exam akan datang dalam 2 hari lagi, dalam kepala masih berserabut dengan berita yang baru diterima..

Sepanjang dalam perjalanan, entah kenapa air mata tak henti-henti mengalir.. Macam terasa sesuatu tetapi entah tak tahu.. itu yang saya rasa masa itu... Sampai di stesen bas Seremban, abang telah sedia menunggu. Sampai di rumah jam 5.30 pagi, terus berluru mendapatkan ayah.. Masa itu , ayah masih boleh senyum walau pun kelihatan dia sangat susah bernafas. Saya pergi mendapatkan dia, bersembang.. Saya picit-picit dia, dan tiba-tiba dia tarik tangan saya dan diramas-ramasnya.. Masa tu saya dah rasa semacam.. tapi hati masih berkata, "Jangan fikir bukan-bukan".. Saya minta izin untuk mandi dan solat. Selepas solat subuh, saya buatkan air Yasin untuk ayah dan beri dia minum,. Tak lama lepas tu, lebih kurang jam 7.00 pagi, tiba-tiba ayah kata kakinya kebas. dia suruh saya picit.. Saya ikutkan aja kehendaknya.. Tidak lama selepas tu, dia cakap; "Picit kuat sikit, tak rasa apa-apa dah ni", sambil dia ketuk-ketuk kaki dia dengan kuat. Masa ni, air mata dah meluncur laju dah.. Tidak lama lepas itu, kekebasan kaki arwah ayah sudah sampai ke paha.. Keadaan di rumah mula panik.. Kami (saya, mak dan kakak) sudah mula menangis teresak-esak.. Beberapa minit kemudian ayah pun rebah.. rebah di atas tangan saya. Saya pun ajarkan ayah mengucap dan tak lama selepas itu ayah pun pergi meninggalkan kami.. Sepantas itu..

Arwah ayah sedar hingga saat terakhir nyawanya di ambil.. Dia meninggalkan kami semasa saya berusia 22 tahun dan selepas itu, bermulalah cabaran hidup yang sebenar (sangat panjang kalu ingin diceritakan). Hari ini, selepas 6 tahun, segalanya masih jelas. Bila dipejamkan mata, semua yang diceritakan diatas, satu persatu akan muncul dalam ingatan.. Selepas itu juga, setiap kali ada kematian mengejut, perasaan fobia itu muncul.. Mahu tak fobia, pemergian arwah ayah yang sangat mengejut menyebabkan kami sekeluarga memakan masa bertahun untuk menerimanya. Dan setiap kali mendengar atau mendapat berita kematian mengejut, membuatkan saya berasa seperti berada dalam keadaan 6 tahun lalu.

Itu semua ketentuan hidup. Yang hidup pasti akan mati tetapi yang hidup juga amat berat sebenarnya menerima kehilangan orang yang tersayang. Memang betullah, dengan mendekatkan diri kepada Pencipta sahaja yang mampu mengurangkan rasa sedih dan pedih yang dialami. Kepada sesiapa yang baru kehilangan orang yang sangat-sangat disayangi, berdoa dan beramallah agar yang disana juga dapat merasa nikmatnya...

P/S: Terasa nak menggunakan bahasa ibunda pulak utk entry kali ni.. Bab-bab emosi ni kalo di'inggeris'kan takut kesannya tak sampai.. huhu, yo yo oo jer..

ACCIDENT

2009-08-05T22:49:00.000-07:00

Salam,

Just now, me and my friends have a breakfast nearby office.. di Gerai Makcik Tepi atau Makcik Soup, we named it.. Tgh syok2 makan and gossiping, tetiba ada bunyi kuat yang datang dari jalan raya.. (Gerai makan ni tepi main road, so agak bz jugak lah..) We all yang concern ni, p lah jenguk apa yang berlaku... Rupa-rupanya, kes langgar lari telah berlaku.. Tercampaklah pakcik tua and his bike atas jalanraya itu.. One of my colleague (lelaki), pimpin pakcik tua yang berdarah tu ketepi, so that he'll safe.. Lori yang langgar pakcik tu, tak dapat di kesan... Luckily, there is a student that noticed and remembered the registration no.. so hopefully, the irresponsible driver tu dapat pembalasan sewajarnya... Senang-senang langgar orang lepas tu lari.. Ingat ni anak kucing ka.? To all drivers, please be extra careful especially when entering the kampung/ residential area... Depa ni nak melintas kadang2 tu main ikut dan jer.. tak pandang dah kiri kanan dah.. "Ingatlah, orang tersayang".. Cewahhh, macam iklan dah ni... Huhu

CACA MERBA

2009-07-30T21:25:00.000-07:00

Salam,

Quite sometimes kan tak post new entry.. Almaklumlah, lecturer yang sibuk (cewaah, padahal suka buat lecture notes last minutes, huhuhu). Today nyer story-mory carca -merba (vocab org utara yang bermaksud tidak teratur) just like the title of this entry.. Banyak sgt nak cerita, tu yang jd mcm ni tu..

Ok, lets start with last weekend outing. We went to Penang or more specific to Gurney Plaza for some shopping..Punyalah semangat nak p, sampai terlupa nk charge battery camera. Baru tangkap 2 gambar, battery pun kong.. So, tak dapatlah I kongsi all the excitement when we were there. Excitement?? As last entry, I kata I dah list a few things to shop tapi hasilnya I tak beli paper pun during that outing.Why?? Sebab lil Ammar dah pandai nk mintak dukung and tak mau dok dlm stroller dia.. Yg momma dia pula, punyalah bendul tak bawa carrier, so end-up terpaksa dukung dia along the way.. Tak mau tido pulak tu, bertuah2.. Nasib baik during dinner, lil Ammar tido and bolehlah I berjalan-jalan sikt and grabbed some vitamins.

Aiman and Ammar yang paling beruntung sbb, all the stuff we bought were for them. To papa, thank you for the treat.. Tapi sian dekat you sebab tak beli paper utk diri sendiri.. Lain kali shopping lain ek..(Bwk I tau, huhu)

Ni je gamba yang I sempat ambik, lepas tu terus kamera I gulap gulita..huhu

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This week, again I had a tensed weekdays. Mana tak nya dengan class, tutorial and lab berjalan serentak.. So that I wish I could finish my class faster, which tak logiklah kan. Dah lah subject susah, so how fast you can speed during delivering your lecture? Sampai one of my student came to see me and said, "Puan, subjek puan ni susah lah. Tiap kali habis kelas, saya terasa ngap ngap kepala saya". That honest comment make me think; 1) am I a bad lecturer that hardly make my students understand my lecture? or 2) This subject is really tuff. I really hope that the answer is not no. 1, bcoz I've put so much efforts in each class of mine. I have tried to be the very best teacher but as always I cannot satisfied everyone. Another thing, this comment really boosted me to give even better.. InsyaAllah..

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My lil Ammar had started his first meal yesterday, hooray!! Thanks to my friend; mommaholicseries for her last entry that shared the info about starting the solid food for bb.. So, once I read, i noticed that my lil Ammar is ready for his first runny meal, huhu.. So, i've bought the rice cereal yesterday and feed him. Alhamdullilah, dia makan tak hengat.. Ingatkan dah bagi makan kenyang-kenyang, malam boleh lah tido cepat.. Rupanya, sama gak.. While I tried very hard to make lil Ammar sleep, suddenly his brother, Aiman said "Mama, dia tak nak tido kot. Dia nak main ngan Aiman"... Nak tergelak pun ada.. He spoke like adult and sapa-sapa cakap banyak sikit or adviced him not to do things he will said, "hisyy, pok pek, pok pek".. Kelakar kan..?

Abang yang perasan kecik. He wanted to wear his brother top, so macam nilah hasilnya..huhu

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Today, I just went back from the gurls day out with my collegues. We went for lunch treat (blanja diri sendiri slps penat bekerja) at Secret Recipe, Jitra. As usual lah kan, bila p dkt SR, tak boleh tidak mesti kena melawat boutique kesukaan I.. Bila dah melawat, ermmm, agak-agak apa yang terjadi..? Inilah hasilnya...

Huhu..tak hengat...

Some ole-ole for my hubby and kids

On da way balik, pening lak kepala.. Maybe sbb berpanas (as usual, Perlis punya sunny day is super duper hot) atau mungkin juga sebab memikirkan kekempisan walletku selepas membeli makcik-makcik di atas, huhuhu....

BUZY

2009-07-22T22:40:00.000-07:00

Starting from this weekend until a week before raya, I will be very tensed, miserable, tired, sleepy and sneezed all the time (huhu, kononnya tak cukup tido lh tu..).. Why? Ini semua gara-gara clas EAT 404 (Environmental Process Control and Instrumentation) had started. Not because I hate teaching very much, it is because this subject is:

1. New to me

2. New to my students (of course lah kan, depa baru nak ambik sem ni..huhu)

3. The diploma intake student don't have a basic on chemical processes.. so cam ner proceed to another level kalo basic pun tak ambik.

4. It is a killer subject

5. I haven't bother and apply this subject for 6 years.. (lamanya!! padanlah dah berkarat..)

Banyak tak sebab musabab nya.. Huhuu.. (Alasan jer tu..) So, no much time left for blogging and FB... (yoyo oo jer..ok, FB sempat lagi..Huhuh)..

Setension mana pun I, the relieve part is that I'm taking a day off tomorrow. Why? I'm going to Penang for shopping spree, yeay!! Huhhu.. nak menghabiskan duit no. satu... Dh macam-macam dah yang di list dalam kepala ni.. Time beli tu mmg syok.. bila balik dan tengok kekempisan wallet ku, sangat sedeyy.. Nak wat macammana... "Aku Wanita", macam nyanyian Dato' Siti (I think the tittle is Wanita je kot..). For my hubby, thank you for tomorrow's trip. I sayang dkt U!! (Ayat bodek ni... :-))

Bengkel@Langkawi

2009-07-12T20:38:00.000-07:00

Last weekend, me and my family were at Langkawi Island, not for holiday but me attending Bengkel Perancangan Strategik there. I went there with my collegues on friday morning and my family went on afternoon. Kebetulan, my sister from Pahang went to my place. So knowing me having a bengkel there, depa semua nak itut lah.. making a group of Rombongan Che' Kiah.. Huhhuh..

Si comel Ariij, mcm nak booked buat menantu..Huhhh

Me and my friend in the feri (Opps, yang sebelah I tu bkn mama Ariij, mama dia dekat belakang)

We were staying at Langkawi Boutique Resort nearby Pantai Cenang. That resort, in terms of layanan pelanggan was good but facilities; sorry to say quite dissapointed. Why? No phone (you have to run down to groundfloor, semata2 nak call housekeeping), no refrigerator, no lift... Huhu, tension!!!! Tapi nak buat cam ne..? All other hotels are fully booked during this time.. Sabo jer lah..

Langkawi Boutique Resort... Indah kabar dari rupa, huh

The bengkel started on Friday afternoon after lunch. Myself involved in discussion on guideline for diploma holder to degree program and Self Assessment Report (SAR). After struggling very hard (sebabnya habis awal boleh shopping awal, huhuh), we manage to finished (tu pun, not really finished) on saturday afternoon. on that afternoon, rombongan Che' Kiah at my room dah ready for shopping trip at Kuah.

Bengkel time...

First place to go, of course Idaman Suri.. sapa-sapa yang dah pergi atau belum ke Langkawi for sure pernah dengar nama ni.. Especially for suris; all brands of pinggan mangkuk, chocolates and bedsheets are here.. Memang rambang mata.. For myself, I just grabbed a few chocs and nuts for my son, Aiman. Then, they wanted to go to Hj Ismail Group pulak.. so, I just waited inside the car because it was raining heavily outside.. Here, are some pics taken while waiting for my mom and sis shopping.

Aiman is sleeping, with him is my niece, Sha Sha (Comelkan dia..?)

Me with Ammar.. Menjejeh-jejeh air liur dia tgk loli pop..huhu

Baby yang putih melepak ni cucu sedara I, Kyra.. Comelkan..?

We went home with lots lots of bags and with very very tired body..huhuh

Academic Session 2009/2010 had Started

2009-07-06T19:55:00.000-07:00

This week the academic session had started; that's mean the lecture hall is full again, the office is always crowded with students, gerai makcik sup always at the maximum capacity (so, susah dah I nak menikmati kuetiaw sup di situ with my collegues..) and my privacy obviously been disturbed.. Tak pelah, demi anak-anak bangsa, all of these are ok. Lagi pun, students are our stakeholder kan, apa rupanya university without the students..?huhuh

Starting this weekend, my time for blogging and facebooking also need to be cut down.. Apa taknya, list of works to do is like mountain..huhuh..

LIST TO BE DONE THIS WEEK:

Minit Mesyuarat ICXRI 2010 (Done)

Teaching Module EAT 104 for publication (Done)

Lab Module EAT 404 (Process Control)-New subject (Not yet)

Petty cash account update (my research grant) (Not yet)

Publication 'Buku Global Warming' (Not yet) - KPI I ni..huhu

Abstract submission to Regional Conference of Environmental Research (RCER'09) (Done)

Lecture Note EAT 404- a MUST!! (Not yet!!)

Lecture note EQt 375 - a MUST (Not yet!!)

Macam ni lah rupa checklist kerja I for this week. Luckily, this semester I am not appointed as subject coordinator (yang before this never failed been appointed since I masuk keje, huhuh). Maybe my Dean considered that i'm leaving for study leave, so ringan lah skit this semester. Thank you Dean!!!

However, the challenges are I have to teach all final year subjects..huhahua.. They gave me 2 new subjects; (team teaching; thats mean I will share the subject with other lecs) Process Control (known as killer subject) and Statistics for Engineers. I need to construct new teaching material (including notes, powerpoint slide etc..) and prepared myself to all the expected questions from my students.(Yg unexpected, buat soalan assignment, if I also don't know the answer,huhuuh).. Ingat kan jadi lecturer lepak sikit, rupanye..$%&^&... tu tak masuk bab research lagi..

Apa pun, I believe every job has their own challenges not only for profesional but the sokongan also. Goverment and private, maybe the culture of work differ, tapi outcome nya the same.. coz we also have our Key performance Indicator (KPI)... So, sapa kata keje government sekarang relax? Huhuh..

COLIC

2009-07-01T20:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday evening I received a phone call from my mom..

Me: Hello Mak..
My Mom: Pi mana..? Banyak kali dah call..
Me: (Angkat2 je dah kena marah) Baru je habis aktiviti dengan student baru.
My Mom: Ni Ammar, dah 1 jam nangis.. Kembung kot perut dia..
Me: (Panicked) Ha kembung.. Ok, ok, adik balik sekarang..

In my mind, i keep blaming myself for not bringing my mobilephone. "Why I always left my handphone ..? Mangkuk betul", me blaming myself. All the way back, I'm thinking why he had his first time colic.. Me and my mom had took all the precautions [use only boiling water for his milk, minyak Yu Yee, wear sock etc..].

I also thinking of bring him to Dr. Iqbal, UniMAP's Medical Director (luckily, he's our neighbour).. and if my colleagues (UniMAP's staffs ) saw me by this time, sure they will report to my hubby. " Stopa, wife u bawak kereta bukan main laju lagi.." Actually, my hubby dah immune pun with this complain.

When I reached home, Ammar just fall asleep after 1 hour of nonstop crying.. Poor Ammar, because our carelessness, dia jadi mangsa.. I'm sorry sayang.. My mom past Ammar to me, I kissed him and put him in his swing.. My mom said that Abang also tried to comfort his brother..He don't know what to do, so he sit by Ammar's side and watch his brother pitily (is it a word?) Aahh, I missed that part.. If only I can captured that scene..

At night, once Ammar had recovered from his colic, I had this conversation with him.. Abang was not around. He was with papa attending Majlis Siswa at Dewan 2020. I even composed him a song.. Hope you enjoyed it!!

Ammar talking to me.

Busy Weekend

2009-06-28T22:57:00.000-07:00

Salam,

Last weekend was very tiring for me..Apa taknya, padat btul aktiviti yang dah diatur oleh my kids and universiti.. On Saturday, I promised my mom and Aiman that I want to bring them to Giant and Tesco, Alor Setar. So, pagi-pagi lagi dah bangun and prepared my two kids..

Abang and Adik..

I said, pagi-pagi dah bangun but we went out for Giant at 12.00 pm.. Awal tak..? Huhuhu.. When we reached there its almost 2 p.m. I promised Abang that I want to buy him his study table.. So, bila sampai Giant, abg pun excited cari study table dia.. tapi itu sebelum dia nampak mainan Transformer, CARS and Hot Wheel.. Once he saw all these toys, he said, " Mama, tak payah bli meja.. Aiman nak... P ormers and Cars".. Pulak dah.. But I still determined to buy him the table, so I took the table and the transformers, of course..

And, I planned to buy play mat for adik, memandangkan mama dah lari budget gara-gara abg, so for adik mama belikan mainan yang lebih murah, huhuhu... Kesian adik, tak pa, next month mama beli play mat k..

So after about 3 hours of shopping, inilah hasilnya....

Half the things we bought.. another half still inside the trolley.

My mom planned to go to Tesco to buy wet stuff (td p bli groceries) but after shopping for about 4 hours there, both of us felt very tired.. Penat mengawal dan menjaga kedua-dua hero.. So we decided to postpone the wet stuff to next week..

Meja Abang

Musical thingy for adik..

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On Sunday, I had to attend Majlis Sambutan Siswa Siswi baru UniMAP Sidang 2009/2010.. So, I incharge bahagian ramah mesra student di booth Pendaftaran.. Not much to share, it just part of my work.. Meeting new students and facilitate and answering them if they had enquiries. These are some pics of me and my collegues there.

New students and staffs

Registration counter for School of Environmental Engineering.. Credit to our dean since he volunteered himself for registration work

Me and Aiman..

PhD

2009-06-24T20:35:00.000-07:00

Salam,

As the title.. InsyaAllah, I hope I can make it to further my study at the end of this year. So, I printed all the forms (thank you to Mr. Ragu for his kindness, emailing me all his forms). Since long ago, I've decided to further my study at USM making me pure product of USM (apa taknya degree, MSc and now PhD from USM)..Huhuhu..tak pelah, as long as i'll pursue my PhD..

My hubby decided to do his PhD via part time so I give him my full support.. Why don't I become parttimer ? I think I cannot commit with too much thing in one time..and the most important thing, I don't want to sacrifice my time with my family during weekend to finish up my study.. so the best thing I applied study leave..

But still many things overwhelmed in my mind..Is it I can suit myself studying after almost 3 years working..?(Syok oo keje, mmg sometimes tension but studying is more tense I think..). Can I work from home..?(Takut nnti, jaga anak lebih dr doing research..huhu).. Can I manage my time very well so that I can complete my PhD in 2 and 1/2 years time..?

So, for now, I've taken IELTS test (needed in order to get allowance from KPT) and writing my reasearch proposal; tinggal nak isi borang and sent to USM's Registrar. I hope everything will run smoothly as me and hubby planned for our family..[Ya Allah, Engkau permudahkanlah urusan hambamu ini.]

All the forms..Banyak bangat nih..

Details of candidature

Looking at all the forms..

FATHER'S DAY

2009-06-20T22:25:00.000-07:00

Salam,

As the story published by my hubby, this weekend was another fantastic time we had together. We decided to celebrate father’s day at Secret Recipe nearby (itu pun dekat Jitra).. Why Secret recipe? It was me yang merengek2 nak makan Noodle in Tom Yum Soup.. my favorites meal ever..Huhuhu.. My hubby tak kisah jer…

All of us except for my mum jer yang tak join that tour of Jalan Jalan Cari Makan. On the way there, abang siap tido2 lagi and adik as usual, zzzz all the way there.

Dua-dua tengah semangat nak memulakan trip JJCM

Tak berapa lama kemudian, dua-dua zzzz..peacefully

Tinggal mama dia posing sorang-sorang

As we reached there, we dropped by at one of my favorite boutique, GIRLFRIEND.. The cloth there were superb.. Some are they just like British India or Nicole MNJ. Aiman loves to play with the owner of this boutique, Ayang. So, belek punya belek, I grabbed a skirt and blouse.. the best part, it is my hubby treat.. Huhuh, thanks abg..

Ayang (the owner)..very warm person. Pretty right?

Things I bought

Then, we had our lunch at Secret Recipe.. just like we planned..Just the three of us at SR, adik is babysit at GIRLFRIEND.. huhhu.. Thanks to them for their hospitality..

Ayang's mum ..yang tolong babysit Ammar

At this space, I would like to grabbed this oppurtunity to wish HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to all great fathers in the world especially my hubby for being a good father to our kids and not forgotten to my beloved father, arwah bapak.. I will never forget how happy we were spending our time together everytime school holiday or even at my college time. I will never forget his favorite nickname he called me, 'Buntat'.. I will never forget how he calmly listened to all my problems and I will never forget how he passed away on my arm.. Bapak, adik rindu sangat dengan bapak..[Ya Allah, Engkau tempatkanlah roh ayah ku bersama-sama orang-orang yang beriman, Amin...]

Cukup sampai di situ sad story...Ok, lets talk about something that can make me and all of you smile. This is about my little guy, Ammar. He is very impatient when it comes to feeding time (especially after he woke up from his long sleep).. look what he done inside his swing..

Hujung Minggu Di JITRA....

2009-06-20T01:56:00.000-07:00

Today 20 JUNE..me & My Family (Azian, Abang & Adik) went to Jitra to celebrate Father's Day at SECRET RECIPE but...before reach there, singah dulu Girl Friends Boutique (aiman kata kedai Kakak Cantik...), kakak cantik belikan abang set mainan just like Bob The Builder...Mama beli baju and skirt panjang....Then, we had our lunch at secret recipe. Papa oder Nasi Goreng Thai and mama oder Tom Yam Kung...abg makan Ben 10 Cake..(Yang pasti mama yang bayar)..best tue..jimat duit papa....after that we go home. On the way balik, abg mintak stop by mana2 stesen PETRONAS untuk beli Robot Transfomers...stop kat Changlun (stock habis), singah Arau (also stock habis)...Finally, stesen PETRONAS kat Kangar...Adalah robot DIA..Happy dia dapat robot tue..Otw back..abang sempat lagi do some colouring ...huh...tak pening ke abang?..Adik cam biasa..Otw balik tu Tido jer......From PAPA

Abang Love Swimming....

2009-06-19T06:55:00.000-07:00

Last weekend, me, my wife and both our two kids went to Putra Palace cause my elder son love swimming pool very much...so, i have some story to share. After came back from Terengganu, maklumlah dah jadi Ketua Kontigen.around 10 day leaving my family. So, when i came back home kenalah spend my time with family..so pergilah kami berempat ke Swimming Pool kat Putra Palace...so kena bayar RM 10 for two person.,.mama just jaga adik beside pool..so i tgk kan abang swimming...u know abang cukup brani buat aksi GANAS...u can see the picture..3 years old dah pandai wat aksi terbang...dah lah papa dia tak pandai swimming...kid's pool pun papa dia boleh lemas tau...hehe, so around one our there..its make abg puas..mama oder drink Honeydew (2 glass - me & her) and 1 ice te for abg. Adik minum susu mama dia bawak...so, till today abg duk SELSEMA..haha, just nak bgtau mama, moral of the story tak leh bawak abg selalu ke pool nanti dia selsema...jangkit kat adik susah nanti...hahah..will see next time..adios (Azian's Hubby)

GERAMNYA...

2009-06-19T00:10:00.000-07:00

Salam,

I dont know why lately my temper is always on peak..especially dealing with people that say they are great at something (or many things) tp sebenarnya...habuk pun tak dak.. Just like my case.. this person wanted to do something or in more precise word; got an idea, so this person conducted series of meeting to make sure the idea can be realized.. but what happened, last minute...this person said.. "Azian, u do this and I want it in 2 weeks time".. Begongkan..? Macam ni punya org pn ada ka..?

Weekend Update

2009-06-16T05:36:00.000-07:00

Salam,

Last weekend was superb. Everything was going very fantasticly. My hubby just went back from Terengganu after 13 days. He was appointed as Ketua Kontigen UniMAP for Sukan Staf IPTA.. As n 'ole ole', he bought me batik sutera from Noor Arfa Batik. Isn't they beautiful? Thank you hubby..mmuaah

Hadiah dr Ganu.. (Harap lh akak tailor tu nk ambik lg bj I)

Sebagai pengubat rindu Aiman kepada papanya, we took him to the swimming pool near by so that they can spend quality time together.. Aiman yang dh lama mengidam nak mandi pool, tak melepaskan peluang melempiaskan giannya.. Me and Ammar just watching them playing together happily. "Bestnya depa mandi kan Ammar. Nnti Ammar besar skit kita mandi jugak ye.."Asal senyap je ni..Lor tido rupanya, so mama dia jelah jadi penonton setia.. here are some pics of them having fun together.. Seronok kn..?

Besides that, just wanted to share how creative my elder son, Aiman is.. He got a highlighter from his papa and look what he had done..Aiman2, mmg bertuah btul budak ni..

Ada ke patut, kepala adik dia pun dia highlight?

"Oh My Gosh"...

2009-06-11T23:56:00.000-07:00

Salam,

Last weekend, me, my two kids, my mom and a good friend of mine attended a wedding ceremony at Penanti, Penang.. so we took a chance to go shopping at Gurney Plaza, one of my favourite place..Hehehe..

Our journey was not that smooth because of heavy traffic at the bridge..when we reach there it almost 5 p.m. That's mean we don't have much time to shop..Huhuh.. The main reason that bring me here was that I wanted to buy my 2 way cake and of course birthday presents for my little man.. (the elder one).. He is 3 years old now.. The time is spinning very fast, I can still remember very clearly the time I delivered him 3 years ago..Now, he can already ask for his drink all by himself..huhuhu..the little man that always made me proud..

So, I brought him to Toy 'R' Us for him to choose whatever he wants. Aiman is very addicted to cars..so clearly I expected him to buy them.. He loves Cars movie from Walt Disney..so, he was very lucky that day because they just launched the Car's toy sets.. The best part was that, when he saw lots of cars he screamed "Oh my Gosh...". He never says that phrase before.. I was shocked at the same time laughed at him.. Never thought he was very clever to use that phrase at a very right situation... That's my Aiman..a very quick learner.. so I grabbed a few pics of his birthday gift..(it cost me almost 200 buck for all this stuff..huhuh)

Boleh bukak rupanya truck ni...

Bak kata Aiman, "Tempat cuci car"...

GLOCALMOMMA

2009-06-10T19:24:00.000-07:00

Salam,

GLOCALMOMMA...? Emm, why this name had captured my heart..There are some hidden reason why i've chosen this name..

GLOCAL is taken from one of UniMAP's yearly program that is Jurutera Glokal. First time dengar, what 'glokal' they are talking about..? Once I read about it, now I know.. GLOCAL come from combination of Global (worldwide) and Local.. so its become GLOCAL.. Why is it GLOCAL so special...? It is because I wish I can go worldwide(especialy in my work..I hope my research will get there) and in the same time if I had all the success and fame (InsyaAllah, one time it will come) I will not forget my roots.. That's why I love the word GLOCAL very much..It guided me to look down once you enjoyed everything around you. [Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Berkuasa atas segala sesuatu].

MOMMA represent me as a mother to my kids.. I really hope that I will make them proud in all aspects.. I also hope that I can be the best momma that always there for them to pamper, love and share all their problems.. and I hope that i can be the best wife for my beloved husband..eventough he cannot always be on my side..but deep in his heart I know he loves me very much..so, in conclusion I want to be supermomma..boleh..? that can do everything they've asked for..huhuh.. kalaulah boleh..[Ya allah, Engkau berkatilah hidup ku dan tunjukkanlah aku jalan yang Engkau redhai..amin]

NewBorn

2009-06-09T20:44:00.001-07:00

Salam,

Maybe its quite backdated but I still wanted to share with all of you the experience of giving birth to my second child; Ammar Syahmi. A newborn that enriched the cherish and joy of our life. He was born at Pusat Rawatan Mahsuri on1.50 a.m. (28 Mac) The interesting experience for this time labouring was that i've been induced not because of health problem but I wanted to give birth earlier..boleh tak? huhuh.. another major reason was that my hubby will fly to Geneva on the expected date.. so what to do..? terpaksalah induced or I have to faced it all alone..

I reached the hospital on 3.00 p.m. that friday dengan pelbagai perasaan.. Dr Anuar (the specialist there) induced me on 4.00 p.m. After, 5 hrs, the doc came and checked me and said that i'm 2 cm diluted. He induced me for the second time.. and said " Pkl 1 pagi nnti boleh turun labor room" Biaq btoi DR nih.. That fast.. i don't even feel the real pain..

Diringkaskan citer, tepat jam 1 pg.. I dibawa turun ke labor room..Dipecahkan air ketuban.. and a moment after that bermulalah perang yang sebenar.. huhuhu...sakit yang teramat.. after 50 minutes of very bad pain, lahirlah putera kedua ku yang diberi nama.. Ammar Syahmi.. So we took some pics of him at the hospital.. Slamat nonton..

First timer

2009-06-09T02:19:00.000-07:00

Alhamdullilah, after some time of dreaming on my own blog, I finally created one. Of course, it is still raw and fresh but I will try to make it as fascinating and representable as I can.. I cannot write too much since this is almost 5.30 p.m. (time for me to grab my things and go home). Anyway, this is just a welcoming note. Bye, bye!!